i dump people after 1 day, like this is gettin annoy.. Options

[DoOdOox3]

iv had a few of bfs that i dump after just 1 day..
itz really queer cuz itz nobodyz fault
sometimes i just feel that i dont deserve the guy
or hez just so much of not a cheater that im afraid i would hurt him in the end
cuz i kno that i wont put in my whole heart... i just wont. cuz im too afraid to get hurt so i wont put all of my heart into anyone.

if itz once or twice itz ok.. but itz gettin way too many times.. pplz gonna start 2 think im weird man... ='[
well for one thing i dont wanna reject anyone.. but itz not like i accept everyone...

nd now my current bf.. itz been 2 days.. nd i start to havin doubtz nd worri that imma hurt him. hez actually the singer of a f**kin band.. i thought id be the one who gets hurt. but hez 2 nice nd sweet nd he just... he doesnt f**k around at shows... or anywhere... but im scared again... im almost 95%certain.. imma end this again..

this is gettin really annoy..
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[DoOdOox3]

Have patience, my friend.

There was a boy who ran into the fields with the hope of catching some lady bugs. After hours and hours, he couldn't catch a single lady bug. He soon gave up and, from all the running, he was tired and lied down on the field, falling asleep. Few hours later, he wakes up, and there they were, sitting on him.

Yeah, not exactly told at it's best.
But yeah, you get my point... or atleast I hope you do.

hahha thanks! thatz a cute story actually

but nah itz not like im impatient about this.. im gettin a bad name outta this.. pplz start to say i hurt them or play with them.. i cant even explain.. cuz nobody would believe me.. cuz i really donno y i dump pplz after 1 day. like i can stay with him. but itd be mean nd retarded to just... let his feelings grow while you kno you aint gonna stay with him for long. now thatz gonna hurt him..

i hurt pplz without dating them.. i hurt pplz when i date them...

i actually really hope he can break up with me. so id be the one feelin stupid or something..
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