A msg to someone...., You like or dislike.... Options

[DrEaMgUy2K1]

Well..i thought it would be neat if people could just write about someone thats on their mind rite now, in an annonymous msg.... It can be about love,crush,hate,issues.. just dont turn it into thread where it needs to be closed...

Since im the top creator..i guess i gotta start huh...here goes...

Well this msg is to a special little lady i met over the summer... Hey wats up... i havnt talked to you in days... i guess i have been avoidin you cuz ive seem to lost faith... Everything just seems to be so slow between us, I never thought i'de be saying this but i feel like i should just give up... I know ima be missing out, and i hate to have thoughts like "What if" or "What could have been..." I'm just feelin kinda neglected and pressured.... I honestly have no clue whether to keep up the hope or lose the faith...all i know rite now is that at 1 point i did love you .

Well ... that was kinda hard to open up..probally look like a retard....but f*ck it ya know...its past 12 and im still thinkin about it... mite as well.....

Well.... your guys's turn

[Fallen4Mshadows]

amazing idea for a topic!!

Okay.... im going to have to do two because there are two very important people on my mind right now.

*Andy*
how could you love me so much and turn around and do what you did. you broke my heart and you didnt even realize how. You started doing drugs again and then you hit me and tried to choke me. How can you hurt someone like that, that you supposedly love more than anything in the world. The sad thing is... i still love you. You meant the world to me and the day i realized i couldnt take the pain anymore was the day my world came crashing down all around me. My life was slowly heading down hill but that day, my body shook with fear and anger and sadness. The tears that stained my pillow are still running down and its been two months. I gave you two years of my life and you threw it all away for pot. I thought i meant more to you than that. How am i supposed to get over you when ive seen the good person you can be. Ive seen the real you, i know the real you that most people dont have a clue about and you changed. Now you've quit and you're getting better but why did you have to start in the first place? Now my parents hate you, my friends are worried about me getting hurt again and im stuck in the middle wishing i could erase the bad things or go back in time, back to when things were wonderful between the two of us and all we had to worry about was how long it would be till the next time we saw each other. I love you so much and i know you love me but you really screwed up. I miss you so much. I miss your arms around me, you whipering in my ear how much you loved me, the way you would hold me as we kissed and i miss the feeling i had when we were together. I dont think i can ever have it back because i know that i could never love anyone as much as i love you and i fear that the two of us will never be able to resolve things. I love you and im forever thinking of you even though you shattered my dreams and you're the cause for this "broken girl".


*Jason*
What on earth is your problem? how can you say you love someone more than anything in the world and that your life is horrible exept for that person and not want to be with them? it doesnt make sense to me. im sorry but you cant keep me around forever. im not going to be your doll ok? you cant put me on hold forever and im really sick of you hugging on me and kissing on me and then when you meet another girl... "Ashley who??" its really stupid and im tired of it. Get over yourself ok?


again... great topic and that felt good to get it all out.