You hurt me, but I still love you., And what I wonder is why.. Options

[to-devastate]

I like this guy, lets call him Billy. And I like him like ALOT. I actually began to love him ever since the last 6 months. I use to have good times with him, and the time I spent with him was when I was actually happy to be with someone. But when school was over and summer vacation started, he started to avoid me. I also found out that he knows I like him but he doesn't like me back. So I decided to stop loving him and move on. And so I thought. I thought I completely erased him out of my heart, but actually there was still a little part left of him. When school started again, that little piece of Billy became a BIG piece and I started to love him again. But he stills tries to ignore me. When I tell him something on AIM, he just says " k " with no emotion. Just " k ". I really don't want to like someone like him if he's going to hurt me, but I dont know why my head still believes my heart that i still like him. I really don't know what to do. I really don't want to like him anymore. He has hurted me so much and caused me rivers of tears. I just don't know if I can really get over him.

[sheepy]

dunt wry eileen, someday you'll get over him. OR maybe he'lll realize the great girl standing in front of him, but den it'll b WAY too late, nd you'll already find your prince charming.
we never really needed anyone, we just want them. i keep on repeating that to myself, but sometimes its so hard to believe. and i hate him for treating you like this.
tomorrow i'll playfully hit him, but really im gonna hit him so hard, just for you ^^"

it hurts. but if its REALLy love, you wouldn't let go.

but then again.. who knows.