A msg to someone...., You like or dislike.... |
A msg to someone...., You like or dislike.... |
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Well..i thought it would be neat if people could just write about someone thats on their mind rite now, in an annonymous msg.... It can be about love,crush,hate,issues.. just dont turn it into thread where it needs to be closed...
Since im the top creator..i guess i gotta start huh...here goes... Well this msg is to a special little lady i met over the summer... Hey wats up... i havnt talked to you in days... i guess i have been avoidin you cuz ive seem to lost faith... Everything just seems to be so slow between us, I never thought i'de be saying this but i feel like i should just give up... I know ima be missing out, and i hate to have thoughts like "What if" or "What could have been..." I'm just feelin kinda neglected and pressured.... I honestly have no clue whether to keep up the hope or lose the faith...all i know rite now is that at 1 point i did love you . Well ... that was kinda hard to open up..probally look like a retard....but f*ck it ya know...its past 12 and im still thinkin about it... mite as well..... Well.... your guys's turn ![]() |
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*stephinika* |
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ah this topic again. i love it. i guess i should add more huh? well i feel like it so yeh.
dear ******: hey. you are so hard to figure out did you know that? god...i can't believe how obsessed i was with you back in grade 9. and for the stupidest reasons. but i guess you can't really choose who you fall in "like" with, huh? i'm not gonna say love because i know i didn't love you. it was more like intense like, or even (dare i say it) lust. you were, and still are sexy. its rare for me to actually say that and mean it so yeah. how shallow that may seem, i liked you so much for that. and you seemed like such an amazing guy. note the word seemed. after awhile, you knew how i felt, though i didn't know that you knew until much later and yet, i still liked you. even though you played with me. i was your toy. and i knew it. and i didn't care. oh how naive i was. you played games with me and yet i was somewhat "happy" to an extent, because it was interaction with you. now i finally see what an a-hole you are, excuse my language, but its the truth. you stopped talking to me soon after that whole thing and have never acknowledged that it all even happened. you bastard. and now you suddenly start to show interest in me again. why? because i'm sort of prize to you? because you now know for sure i'm unavailable? god...why did i put myself through all that crap and drama with you that year? but hey...at least i learned from it. now i can relate this to that song by christina aguilera, fighter. too true. but now, at least i can laugh in your face and say i moved on at last. with much sincerity, steph |
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