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[DrEaMgUy2K1]

Well..i thought it would be neat if people could just write about someone thats on their mind rite now, in an annonymous msg.... It can be about love,crush,hate,issues.. just dont turn it into thread where it needs to be closed...

Since im the top creator..i guess i gotta start huh...here goes...

Well this msg is to a special little lady i met over the summer... Hey wats up... i havnt talked to you in days... i guess i have been avoidin you cuz ive seem to lost faith... Everything just seems to be so slow between us, I never thought i'de be saying this but i feel like i should just give up... I know ima be missing out, and i hate to have thoughts like "What if" or "What could have been..." I'm just feelin kinda neglected and pressured.... I honestly have no clue whether to keep up the hope or lose the faith...all i know rite now is that at 1 point i did love you .

Well ... that was kinda hard to open up..probally look like a retard....but f*ck it ya know...its past 12 and im still thinkin about it... mite as well.....

Well.... your guys's turn

[Just_Dream]

To my special someone... Even though this is probably similar to my xanga entry..


Wednesday it was raining... I love the rain. I used to think rain was alright, but I hated how I'd always walk home. Alone, in the rain. I never had anyone to share my little umbrella with. I was a lonely person, even with friends. Then I met you, in freshman year at high school. I thought you were cute, but I never had any feelings for you because I barely knew you. I needed time to get to know you better. So when you asked me out, I said no, that I just wanted to be friends. But deep down I really meant to say "I just want to be friends... for now until I can get to know you better."

And after that, you ignored me, for a week. Then I asked you if you really liked me alot because deep down, I wanted to give you a chance. You, with your straight A's, looking all innocent and quiet. Your mysterious personality intrigued me. Then I finally asked you "do you like me alot?" And you looked down at your knees and quietly whispered, "Yes." And then you looked up and asked me, "Would you.. reconsider?" And I said "Maybe." I remember asking you how many other girlfriends you had. Personally, I didn't want a guy who has dated alot more girls than I had dated guys. I've only dated 2 other guys besides you. Then later, on the bus, you asked me how I felt. And I told you "Okay, starting Monday, I'll go out with you." And you looked away. Probably hiding the your blush, huh?

And then on November 25th, that's when our relationship began. I started to have mixed feelings because I didn't start liking you immediately. I wanted to focus on education at that time, knowing that a relationship would distract me. My friend advised me to stay with you for another week to see if I'd develop any sort of feelings for you. I told her I would, just to see how it would work out. I'm so glad that I took her advice because on that Wednesday, it was raining. Stupid me, I forgot my umbrella and a sweater; it was sunny that morning, then it got colder and I was freezing. Then the black clouds started rolling in and it began drizzling, turning into a light shower. You offered me your Banana Republic jacket (which doesn't fit you that well anymore since you grew 3 more inches now lol) and I put it on. I could smell your sweet, a-baby that-had-just-taken-a-bath body odor. You only had a thin black t-shirt underneath. I could tell you were cold, but you wanted to keep me warm.. keep me safe.

Then when we were in front of the school library, the bell rang, signifying that lunch was over. By then, the I said my farewell and was about to walk to class. Then you put your hand gently on my shoulder and I looked your way. You quickly kissed me on the cheek and turned away quickly. Maybe to hide your blush? I don't know... But as you quickly walked to class, I watched you, smiling.

It was then. It was THEN that I had my first kiss with you. I knwo it was just a simple peck on the cheek, but it meant so much to me. And with each passing day after that, I started to like you more and more.. Until finally, I realized that I loved you. People told me I was too young to know, but I don't care what they say; what we have means more to me than anything else and I never ever want to let you go.


I know this was a long message, but I really wish I could tell him this. It's so much easier to type this and/or write it, rather than saying it.