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[DrEaMgUy2K1]

Well..i thought it would be neat if people could just write about someone thats on their mind rite now, in an annonymous msg.... It can be about love,crush,hate,issues.. just dont turn it into thread where it needs to be closed...

Since im the top creator..i guess i gotta start huh...here goes...

Well this msg is to a special little lady i met over the summer... Hey wats up... i havnt talked to you in days... i guess i have been avoidin you cuz ive seem to lost faith... Everything just seems to be so slow between us, I never thought i'de be saying this but i feel like i should just give up... I know ima be missing out, and i hate to have thoughts like "What if" or "What could have been..." I'm just feelin kinda neglected and pressured.... I honestly have no clue whether to keep up the hope or lose the faith...all i know rite now is that at 1 point i did love you .

Well ... that was kinda hard to open up..probally look like a retard....but f*ck it ya know...its past 12 and im still thinkin about it... mite as well.....

Well.... your guys's turn

[to-devastate]

Dear *****,

i'm trying to stop loving you. i REALLY AM. you seem like you obviously don't care about me so why should i about you. its just something that i can't let go of you. i mean, i was over you in the beginning of the summer.. but once i got back to school, all those feelings started rushing back in. i dont know what to do now. you're the first one i truely started to actually love. you're the first one i actually loved everything about. throughout the summer, i felt like i didnt like you.. but i know that deep inside, i had left over feelings for you.. you broke my heart.. sure and i know you can't return the feelings. maybe you want to, but you cant. i dunno. and i know for sure, many other girls like you so, and for that.. im jealous. i dont want to be but i just am. it just breaks my heart to see you making others laugh.. but i guess im being selfish. maybe god made you + me not together. i dunno. maybe its meant to be that way.. maybe its good. i dont know. i dont want to feel this way. i want to stop chasing you. i want to stop everything. i loved the time we spent together. seriously.. those were the times when i felt i really wanted to be with you. but maybe you're not the one. maybe you're really not meant to be with me. maybe. and i want to stop this cherade of games. we both know (its kinda obvious) that im pratically drooling over you and im kinda crushin on you extremely but stupid me, im effin to shy to tell and i dont wanna ruin what we have now. but it just drives me crazy.. so what i want you to do is leave me alone. STOP being so perfect.. STOP being smart, cute, strong, and every quality you have. just STOP.. cuz i want to be officially over you.. but you being in my life, i just can't stop loving you.. arghs. love is so confusing. =/