if you're a cutter.., click if you dare Options

[*jeanna*]

i feel like im some heroin addict when it comes to cutting. it is like someone trying to stop smoking. i gave my dad all my razors and told him and stuff.. and now i want them back like crazy [in secret], i found an exact-o knife.. and..
well i dont want the little girlies squeeling over it. so if you can relate to me check out my xanga
www.xanga.com/green_bracelet

[inthemudhole]

Yeah. I've cut before.
More than once..
It's not something that I talk about openly.
I rarely talk about it.
I don't want people to think I just do it for attention, because I don't.
I have my reasons, but I don't exactly care to share them with you right now. They're a bit personal.

Yeah, but anyway.

I'm sick of people bashing on cutters as a whole person.
There are many people out there that have legetimate reasons for what they do.
Sure. It's not the best way to handle it, I guess. But it gets them through the day.
Most aren't suicidal. Most just.. have issues, and they feel this is the only way to get rid of their issues, or whatever the reason.

Yeah. A lot of cutters do it for attention.. where they only scrape at themselves for a bit of attention.
I don't feel bad for them.
If they're telling everyone about what they do, then I have no sympathy for them. They brought that upon themselves.

I do have sympathy for those who actually have issues in life. Who actually have been through something heart-wrenching.
Yes. I know. It's not the best way to express what you're feeling, but it's better than them resorting to suicide, right?

[shrug]