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[*jeanna*]

i feel like im some heroin addict when it comes to cutting. it is like someone trying to stop smoking. i gave my dad all my razors and told him and stuff.. and now i want them back like crazy [in secret], i found an exact-o knife.. and..
well i dont want the little girlies squeeling over it. so if you can relate to me check out my xanga
www.xanga.com/green_bracelet

[DrEaMgUy2K1]

heh u made 3 topics on this....we all know cutting is hard to stop,well most of us, and u postin ur pictures in ur xanga and such is just making us feel pitty.... if u realize u cut so much why not try to stop comepletely.... u made ur dad give up smoking, and believe me thats really really hard to stop, and hes doing it for u so u can stop cutitng.....

You want pitty? I have none for you.

i have ALOT of pitty for your dad though, i cant imagine how worried he is to leave u alone at home,or let u out of the house, or when ur in the bathroom for too long, or when u feel depressed, You know why i feel that way for your dad? Because my sisters a cutter, and when she wants something she will eventually get it,because if my parents wont shell eventually hurt herself, so my parents are trapt at the momment.... and i sit there....just sitting there...listening to my mom cry and mumble how shes feeling so hopeless and such....and all i can do is listen. When ur cutting urself ur not helping urself, sure it directs the emotional pain into physical, but how long will that last? try to find something more productive and less dangerous to focus ur emotions on..... And just because ur hurting yourself, doesnt mean the people around u arent getting hurt as well.

I pitty your dad , that i do.

-edit-

I reread and i noticed i misread about the quiting smoking part.....well anyways, ignoring the smoking related comments ive said,i mean the rest