The Reason Why I'm So Cool., my secret Options

[T00000]

I just realized why I'm so goddamned cool. And why, if anyone tries to start shit with me, I am apt to respond accuratly and devastatingly. My secret: I judge pretty much anyone I come in contact with. I am always judging people. No one can call me a bitch, because if I was a true bitch I would tell basically everyone what I thought of them. However, the reason why no one can say anything to me which would invoke even a hint of a sting is that I don't open myself up in a way in which I'd be judged accurately. For example, someone calls me a slut, which I've been called before on CB but only once in real life (by my mom). Why does this not bother me? Because I'm not. Someone calls me a bitch. Why doesn't this bother me? Because even if I was a bitch, who cares? Does anyone really think I'm about to change who I am to make other people happy? If I'm a bitch to you, I'm a bitch. I'd rather be a bitch than be someone I wasn't. Is there a point to this thread? Yes. Because so many people try to be LIKED that they aren't even themselves. Most people who try to be popular never become popular because they aren't cool enough. So why do they want to be someone they aren't? Because they think that if they're popular they'll 1) get a boyfriend and 2) be liked by everyone and 3) be the envy of everyone. Okay so, the first one in true. You do get a good boyfriend. I have a good boyfriend . The second one is so very not true. I know that a lot of people in my high school don't like me, they're usually the nerdy asian kids sitting in the front of the classrooms with their calculators out 24-7 or the fat jewish girl who gets annoyed because i talk so loudly and so much. But I mean who cares. Not one person is going to be liked by everyone. And the third romanticism of being someone like me is that i'm the envy of everyone. But does anyone want to be like me? Should anyone want to be like me? Or should people just want to be themselves? People start to figure it out as they get older. Anyways, I'm not sure what this topic is about, I typed it at 2am. But it's kind of a rant from me and my main point is that KIDS YOU NEED TO DEAL WITH ME. there will ALWAYS be people like me out there. YOU GUYS NEED TO BE WHO YOU ARE and not worry about people you don't like. I dont know? Seriously if anyone has anything to say about anything I just said feel free to post it here. Or tell me how much you hate me because I want to know. Or tell me how much you like me because I want to know that too.

[faze_O]

totally agrees with you... though your stary contradicts the very thing you presume to be.... haha big language doon't know if makes sence..but yea im totally with you on that.... BUT! there is one thing wrong with your theory. What if by trying to be like other people, your building your one personality and the way you are UP? See, what i'm trying to say is that, maybe lets say i want to be usher, this is becaus e i idolize him, for his talent and respect. So i go and try to be like him. Maybe just maybe he was a reflection of what i want to be.i know this is not making any sence but i hope you get this message that im trying but failing to put into words. See, what if by trying to become other people you are defining yourself more, because then you are only choosing the finer parts of that person which u want to be, like the quote... well my quote..."you are what you want to be" its not that you are trying to be that other person, you are just seeing HOw to become the thing you like about them. like youve always wanted to be that but never knew how so in a scent you are just learning how to be it... haha... sorry if this doent make sence..ill try to strain my brain for a fresh more thought out description of what i am trying to say.