a fight, with my bFtE Options

[lilxroxy]

i don`t think it`s my fault. in our upperschoo, we have activity nights call "drop zone" dz is a program where you basically hang out with friends, play soprts, watch movies, and basically chill.

my friends begged me to go cos they are all going and "won`t be fun without me" so i agreed. we plan on meeting at my locker at 5:00 sharp and stuff. buh since i got detention, i stayed at school with "the guy" he did his hwk to wait for me while i did my detenshun. ahnywais, my mom called and said i have to go home. so i went home, changed my clotehs and went back to school at 4:45. "the guy" said he will be working out `til 5.

i went to the weight room. he wasn`t there. i called my friends and they said they are at liz`s house. i got relli angry. they wanted me to go. and they ended up ditching me. buh i jst asked them how long they`re gnna stay there. they said they`re gnna watch a movie at liz`s house. so i told them to "give me a call when you guys arrive at school"

time went by quickly, i called their cell..3 ppl`s jensine, jackie and liz`s. no one picked up tehre phone. i met some other friends and we decided to walk laps. while walking, we started to talk abt who they saw so far. and then kim said "oh , i saw liz and jackie" then i got relli surprised, and shocked, upset wtv.

i got a txt msg frm liz. it said. "wuzzup" i turned around and saw her on one of the bleachers near the track i walked over. we din`t talk, jackie and liz jst talked softly. i started to cry, they knewi was crying, buh they din`t knw what to do. so they simply talked abt something amongst themselves.

later on, a sophomore came over to talk to liz and jackie. i walked away to play badminton and tennis with my other friends.

we hadn`t talked on msn, phone or nything else since last night.

what shud i do.?

[lilxroxy]

ohkay. i got a txt msgs this morning..arnd 10 ish

*quote word for word*

msg #1:: u know i kinda regret doing that to u. bt on dat day i heard some rumorz abt u and i guess i was wrong wid u, bt i still felts sry 4 what we did.

msg #2:: i did stand up 4 u 2! bt guez wut. they didnt let me call u dat day or pick up ur phone call. datz what make me guilty. datz what make me dare not to say sry.

msg #3:: so do u wana start ova again? if u dun i understand perfectly well.

msg #4:: ohkay. i want to start our relationship again. bt in 1 condition. whenever u or me iz bitchy dun get angry bt simply tell eacg other and try to change it.

msg #5:: what do u think?

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ohkay. thats it. i replied her msgs with yes. no, and maybe.
:\ what shud i do?