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[jambaJUICE]

its true, i have no friends...

let me tell you something about my school life.. its long, dont read if u dont want to, im just yeah..

okay, my school consists of grades k - 8 one teacher per class. but as u reach "junior high 6-8" you "switch classes".. which is bascially switching among 3 teachers. and i`ve been at this school since K, and so has the majority of my classmates.

and they all put me down, and used to make fun of me, still do, i just laugh at it, but u noe it hurts still, and now over the years its built up.

and before they used to come to me for advice, and then suddenly they don`t anymore. and if they do, i dont give it to them, i just say, figure it out urself, or tough.

and now they blame everything on me, get mad at me for no apparent reason.

so im just a silent b_tch now. i used to be loud, and i used to laugh a lot.. now i just dont..

and all my "gal pals" still talk to me, and act all nice, and always say sorrie, and balh blah blah but on the down low.. they rag on me, and talk smack about me. and since im NOT athletic, im pretty weak, and im SLOW. so they beat me up from time to time. and they always brag on my arse. and if i get better grades, they go shut up foo, f_cking nerd, or thats BS.. when i didnt even say anything.

and i still go out to places with them, and party.. but its not the same since we`re older now, and u`d think they`d have stopped doing that sh_t. but.. w/e

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[travnewmatic]

yeah, that was borderline the situation i was in. never got physically abused, but i used to get verbally beaten every so often. its not fun. i know online isnt the same as in person, and i know that someone online doesnt have your back at school, but i think itd be pretty safe to say that 99% of the people on this board are fairly hospitable. i dont mean to speak for everybody here, especially since im a relative newcomer, but i think if you were to come to anybody on this board cuz you needed someone to talk to, you would get it. at least for me, as retarded as this sounds, youve got someone to talk to here...meaning me. being the dood that i am, guys like to jump in and fix things. they see a problem and they're all over it. im not sure if you want that. but, personally speaking, ill be your friend.