omg cud it be?do i LIKE him now?..after all that.., but i cant.. can i? DO I?.soo messed. Options

[LittleLulu]

ok sorry for another loong post but im just soo confused now.

last year, grade 8..met new ppl.. in cluding this guy Daniel who was in 3 of my classes...i liked him jus a lil..n i didn't considor it a crush or n e thing...but then neaar the end of the skewl year i found out he liked me..but i didn't like him at that point..so i rejected him.. .he was reli kewl abt it n so we talked online alot n i got to know alot abt him...he even admitted that i was the one girl who knew the most abt him...n so now he's my guy best friend...

well u c ever since the beggining of grade 8 i liked this other guy... who jus happened to be one of daniel's best friends.. which made me feel realy guilty...but that guy KNEW i liked him since like... the first month of skewl?? but he never said n e thing abt it so i figured he didn't like me n jus kinda gave up... but i cant deny i still like him....n now we're all in grade 9.n i dont have n e classes wit Daniel.

but ever since daniel told me he didn't like me n e more....somehow i seemed to like him... but i jus cant believe it... since.. hes not the typical guy that i wud like...but i have this trange feeling of wanting to hug him whenever im close to him..n now im jus soo messed up...

also... i think u shud know.. is that daniel liked a different girl every year... n since none of those girls ever liked him back.. he never got a gf before... i never had a bf before either ... but i didnt like a diff person every year.

so i guesse the bottom line.is---i THINK im startin to like my guy best friend , who used to like me....but somehow im jus afraid....

btw u realize usually its FIRST u become best friends wit a guy then u like them?...n not like FIRST u like that person n then u become best friends??..iono jus seemed weird to me.

[whomps]

That happens to a lot of people. That's why it's usually a bad idea to become REALLY REALLY close to the opposite gender.. because at one point you both or one of guys will grow an attraction for eachother. But I think that Daniel guy is going to reject you this time.. Maybe you're in that hard-to-get situation? It happens a lot.. when a guy likes you and you don't like him anymore at the time. Then you start liking him for some odd reason when he doesn't like you anymore. Whoo yeah. Maybe you're starting to appreciate things once they're gone? Like Daniel's attraction towards you? Haha oookay now I'm just rambling.