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[jambaJUICE]

its true, i have no friends...

let me tell you something about my school life.. its long, dont read if u dont want to, im just yeah..

okay, my school consists of grades k - 8 one teacher per class. but as u reach "junior high 6-8" you "switch classes".. which is bascially switching among 3 teachers. and i`ve been at this school since K, and so has the majority of my classmates.

and they all put me down, and used to make fun of me, still do, i just laugh at it, but u noe it hurts still, and now over the years its built up.

and before they used to come to me for advice, and then suddenly they don`t anymore. and if they do, i dont give it to them, i just say, figure it out urself, or tough.

and now they blame everything on me, get mad at me for no apparent reason.

so im just a silent b_tch now. i used to be loud, and i used to laugh a lot.. now i just dont..

and all my "gal pals" still talk to me, and act all nice, and always say sorrie, and balh blah blah but on the down low.. they rag on me, and talk smack about me. and since im NOT athletic, im pretty weak, and im SLOW. so they beat me up from time to time. and they always brag on my arse. and if i get better grades, they go shut up foo, f_cking nerd, or thats BS.. when i didnt even say anything.

and i still go out to places with them, and party.. but its not the same since we`re older now, and u`d think they`d have stopped doing that sh_t. but.. w/e

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[hellzlilkit]

its obvious, dont talk to them at all. dont party with them or anything. and you should at least go to a fitness gym or something and build up on working out. tell an adult whats happening. something like this happened to me once. i'm sort of ashamed of it, but i'll say it. i was close to being raped by a bunch of girls who used to be my friends(they are bisexuals) but they ddin't get to. they only beatm e up. some cops were around so they stopped it. i told all the adults i could've and i was moved to a different school. now i dont have much friends but i like the lone time. i dont have those b*tchy friends anymore.