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[Kris87]

Have you ever had the feeling where you liked someone and they didn't like you back and you feel weird around them sometimes?? Sometimes I feel like that but right now I am puzzled. I have been so depressed, shut-up inside, pressured, sorry that i even have this stupid life, left-out, and just f**kin hatin this world. I have no one anymore...I hate this life...I wish I had a better one...one that I had someone in my life that loves me and that I could love them back. I have been so shut-up inside that I wish that I could just walk down a long road that never ends and never come back...just keep on walking 'til I have the answers to my troubled life and 'til I have found someone that really loves me and won't leave me here to rot like a slab of meat...I feel like punching something right now...so hard that it would break my hand. I just want to cry and cry and watch the whole world wash away and watch myself melt into the depths of my sadness and never return...never

[Just_Dream]

Have you ever had the feeling where you liked someone and they didn't like you back and you feel weird around them sometimes?? Sometimes I feel like that but right now I am puzzled. I have been so depressed, shut-up inside, pressured, sorry that i even have this stupid life, left-out, and just f**kin hatin this world. I have no one anymore...I hate this life...I wish I had a better one...one that I had someone in my life that loves me and that I could love them back. I have been so shut-up inside that I wish that I could just walk down a long road that never ends and never come back...just keep on walking 'til I have the answers to my troubled life and 'til I have found someone that really loves me and won't leave me here to rot like a slab of meat...I feel like punching something right now...so hard that it would break my hand. I just want to cry and cry and watch the whole world wash away and watch myself melt into the depths of my sadness and never return...never

You never know.. there could be someone special just waiting there, someone who's close by.. maybe a close friend. They could deep down love you and you probably don't even know it. I feel depressed everyday, but as each day goes by, I keep my head held high and try to look on the bright side of things. And I get really sad at times, but I still try to keep a happy face for my friends and my bf. And I've been getting less depresssed, maybe becuase of my bf, but also because I know that there are pepole around who do care. So if you do feel like you want to give up on life, don't forget to consider what your friends think and how much you might mean to them.

My friend's aunt committed suicide. And she was a single mother and she didn't even bother to think how her children are. And the whole family was sad because she didn't even bother to try to stop feeling depressed to take care of her children. I mean, how can someone do that? It hurts to watch a loved on leave, and then you'd feel like it was your fault, somehow, that that person died because of you. So if you ever feel so depressed, remember that there will always be someone out there, who will love you in the way you want them to be.