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efrfrsfgfvfs.
How the hell did this topic get back up? *erases old post* |
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![]() eeny meeny miny mo ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 60 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 42,008 ![]() |
Papi, How long has it been? I remember a time when I would have given so much for you. I threw everything out of my life until only you remained. You could have asked me for anything and I would have surrendered it to you. You were my first for everything... love...lover... I shared everything with you, I held nothing back. I gave you all of me... but still you hid from me. Still you betrayed me like no other. Never in my life had I felt so horrible. So close to the breaking point that I thought I might dive into the darkness just so I could sleep forever. Sleep without the pain. Sleep without having to wake up reaching for you, knowing that you were not beside me. You made me feel like less of a person. How could you have given in to them? How could you touch them? Did you whisper the same things in their ears? Did you tell them the same things you once said to me? Why? I would have given you everything. Why did you trade it in for a brief moment... a small fling? I tried to leave you in the past. After all I was the one who finally left. You scarred me. Do you know that? You have ruined me for everybody else. Because I don't know that I can ever fully trust again. You crippled my ability to love. I will never love anyone the way I first loved you. So pure so innocent. I hate myself for even missing you now. I hate the way I still want you by my side and in my bed. I hate the way that I have to force myself not to touch you when your near. But most of all I hate the way you want to come back and make it better. I hate the all too familiar promises that spill from your mouth. I hate it all. I just wish I didn't still love you. Granted it's not love like it used to be... But it's still enough that it could get me into trouble with you. I will ask only once. Please leave me be. Let this be a gentle parting. I pray you didn't take me for granted. I love you I LOVE YOU... but I can't do it again. Te amo papi... Te amo amor de mi vida... Siento quemarse. Adiós mi amor. Usted vivirá por siempre dentro de las heridas que usted me dio. |
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