uh o, im in trouble Options

[highly_evolved]

helo helo this next part may make no sence cause it is hard to put into words so sorry if u dont get it.

so iv got 2 really close friends and i would call them my best friends. but ih ave never really called them that in person. mainly because i dont know of they would call me their best friend not that i care of they do or dont. but all the time wen we are hanging out together they always seem to have this much stronger bond with eachother. it may be because i have been experiencing bad wthdrawl symtoms drom social activity. but thats another topic. anyway so there always hugging and crap and i personally dont wanna be hugged like that every 5minutes but it would benice to know somoen cared about me you onve in a while. anyway, i was talking to another good friend about it and he said to tell them and stuff but i told them last year and it dsnt seem like amny things hae changed. some days its better than others but most of the time it sux balls. again i was talking to that person and he feels the same sorta way but not with my two friends more ina general state. we both have clnical depression symptoms but are hopefully not clinically depressed. im extremley worried for him becasue hes such a great guy and iwish i could help him, but at the same time i wanna know wats wrong with me and why i keep feeling this withdrawl coming on evverytime theres a "social gathering"

[dragyn]

wow.

that sounds almost exactly like me, except that since I changed schools I have no close friends anymore.

I don't know what to tell you, I barely know what to do with myself, and instead of having clinical depressions symptoms, I have the social anxiety disorder symptoms, and I'm horribly around people. it seems like everyone's repelled by me sometimes.

I had one person who was my best friend for a while, and it was great, she was great, but we're not that close anymore, and I really miss her.

I would suggest trying to make new friends....possibly one at a time, and see if you can maybe get close to one or 2?

sometimes it's just better to start fresh, but I'm not saying to leave your other friends behind, they might care more than you think.