dont noe wat to do... somebody help pls... Options

[br0ken_hearted]

i broke up wif my ex for almost 2 months now... and we went out for 4 and a half months... the reason i broke up wif him was b/c i thought he was cheatin on me... i try to get a proves that if hes realli cheatin or not... and i got a prove(?) and i thought he was cheatin on me... but than the next day i found out that he realli didnt cheated on me at all... and i still love him so much and i ask him if he can forgive me and get bak... but dan he was like no... he was like its not gon work out... and i asked him to even juss be frns... and he was like no i dont even noe yu... but dan few days later he asked me to be frns wif him and ask me if its ok for me to be frns... and we became frns... but i've tried so hard to get bak wif him...i cried and begged him to get bak but dan he was like no... we r not gettin bak together... but dan sometimes he looks at me and juss gives me that look that looks like he wants to get bak...but dan... i dont noe y... but hes madd nice wen we are alone but wen we r in skool or around his frns... he juss gets pissed off at me... and dan from one day... he juss started to ignore me... and we r juss like strangers from dan... i realli love him so much and wuna get bak wif him... its so hard to get over him... it hurts me more cuz i noe that im the one whoo break us apart... i noe its all my fault...i think i hurted him to... he was like yu dont hav trust... and he told his cousin like o she left me... and stuff... and after we broke up he went out wif dis grl for 2 weeks...and broke up wif her... and wen i go to his xangas and stuff it said like i wish i had that chance again... i'll still be here waitin... and says its good to noe that yu are happy... those kinda stuff... im not sure if hes talkin bout me or not... but he still confuse me a lot... yea... its a long entry... hope i didnt boerd yu guys... juss needed some advice of wat i should do... theres more story but its too long... i had to make it short... thx guys....

[DrEaMgUy2K1]

haha ^ , for reals though..so many people make an account just for 1 of their own prblems and leave ;/, thats why im not gonna read alllllllllllllll of this and reply :[