YOU SUCK Options

[redpeony]

ok this is gonna be quite a long rant i'm thinking.

so, there's this guy named jack*. we've been talking for over a year. this summer we actually saw each other quite a bit and 4 weeks ago we made it official. the problem is we can't really carry out much of a conversation now that we know we like each other which is really bothering me since we're starting to get close. yesterday his friend nick* asked my friend tracy* out and they are so cute it's mkaing me sick. they can talk all night and they are really just the sweetest couple ever. i know seeing them like this is gonna drive me insane one day. i know i should be appreciative of what i have. he's reaaaally cute and nice and generous and all of that good stuff but what is that if there's nothing inside? maybe i''m not good at this longterm thing? but i don't just want to dump him right now without giving him much of a chance. not sure if im making a lot of sense here, but what im trying to get at is, how do i take my insecurity and jealousy and shove it up a bum. k thx!



*names may or may not have been changed.

[aznsorpor]

i think you should talk to him about it.. tell him what is bothering u.. and dont like compare yourselves to others.. everyone is different and everyone's situation is different.. dont envy.. yours can be different but still as wonderful..