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[*lolita kitty*]

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How the hell did this topic get back up?

*erases old post*

[xxdaydreamer143]

good idea! i'll write this letter to ..."someone"
To "i-think-you-know-who-you-are",
It's been about a month and a half since i told u...yeah..that little secret i kept locked up in me for years...its been a month and a half since u told me ur little secret u had about me....and a month and half since we havent had a talk about "us"....where is this going? where are WE going? ...look at us, we're going to different schools in a couple of days..and you havent even mentioned anything....is it because of "her"....i know i cant stop you from liking her....im not even sure u do...but it seems that way ...
you remember that day when u kissed me?...even tho it was on the cheek...i felt really...just really...wow..did u know all i can talk about is you?...did u know my friends AND family are so sick of hearing it from me?. yea, thats right i said family...my feelings for u are so strong i even told my family about it!!!!...did u know i see your name EVERYWHERE i go..did u know i turned down FOUR GUYS just for u?...did u know sometimes i worry about u when i dont hear from u....i worry u might've gotten hurt...or worse. did u know i lay awake at night thinking and writing about you?..i cared so much about you. and i still do.
but i guess you were just leading me on...huh?..i cant help but think...do you do these things for me? and i think i know the answer....you dont... look at me!! i've never done this for anyone!!!...sometimes i wonder why i even like you in the first place...but the problem is i do...remember those guys i told you about? the ones who got me things or helped me out. or called me just to hear me say "hi".....i wish you were that guy...but im tired of wishing...im tired of waiting for that question..or those words i dream of hearing from you..
i cant say im letting you go..cuz i never had you to begin with..i mean i still REALLY TRULY care about you...but.. if you just said those things to make me feel happy or lead me on...then thats just complete crap....i cant believe i even thought i LOVED you...::sighs:: im always here for you...but if you dont make a move now...then i dont know whats going to happen....
who knows....maybe we'll meet each other again later on in our lives...and maybe we'll laugh about this letter (if i tell you about it) in the future....but for now..i cant wait or be tied down for one person...especially a person who's too afraid to make a move..or leads someone on and crushes their heart in little bits of pieces
-- xxdaydreamer143

PHEW GLAD I GOT THAT OUTTA ME!!!lol