T_T, shes gone forever Options

[asiangetokewl]

Hey all, what's up?

Um, can someone please make me feel better in some way please???... like... I don't know how to say describe this post... but like... dahh the post does have meaning...

Right now I'm sad as hell, depressed you might say. I feel like running away, moving away, dying, etc; the worst possible things imaginable. My first girlfriend who I had true feelings for has left my life forever by going off to college. So what right, she's only at college?! Well... yesterday I gave her her grad gift and told her how I felt and this is what she emailed to me as her response to my outburst of my emotions for her.

"hey chris, i just wanted to say thanks for the purse and it wil definately come in handy during the school year. also i have been thinking about how it's not fair that i know how u feel towards me and that i don't mention any of mine, so here goes. There have been a lot of thoughts going through my head about this issue. i have very strong feelings for u... I'm sorry, HAD, but i also know that if there was ever a relationship again, it would go no where. so i guess, i would prefer if we stayed friends... or just go our separate ways in life..."

- my first "love"

I really wanted her back in my life... as what we had, but I guess I can't turn back time. Please help me with any advice, words, help w/e you've got.

thank you

chris

***plus i think i should've put this in relationships section... oops...

[[i]LLMATiC]

boy have i been in this situation b4. what i did was move on. prollie the best thing i did. well good for me. i mean theres no point in bein in a relationship wit someone that doesnt feel that way. im srry if this sounds harsh but im jus tryin to help. i knoe she was ur first love and those are hard to get over. but theres jus no point in tryin to dwell on the past. whats done is done. and if somewhere down the line she changes her mind then thats great!! but if not then theres always other ppl. and for all u know theres tons and tons of girls that are dying for your call. that speshul girl could b right under your nose. but yea thats my piece

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