boyfriends, wat 2 do Options

[LoST SouL]

yes idk wat do do my b/f keeps yellin at me n its gettin on my nevers n i kant stand bein single but i still do love him is lovin him the rite thing 2 do?

[NvieDi3ai3yGrL]

how do i find that out?.... n like 2 day especialy it hit me tat i relly love him i relly do n i kno it hurts n im willin 2 give up everythin 4 him n its like i hate the way he treats me n idk wat to do... i love him soo much a part of the way he acts has to do with his personality n i kant chnage that but idk did i create a monster?... afta my 1st love broke up wit me i promised my self i wudnt fall in love again...honestly i dun think i eva stoped lovinn him.. jus found some1 replace tat n love even more...wen i met my b/f i realized i kudnt control love... n i kno i love him deep inside i feel it i sense it i kno its there a part of me relly loves him even tho the other part of me hates the way he treats me... i was tlkin 2 my best friend n he told me 2 discover wat makes me unhappy and fix it.. a part of me wants to say its my b/f but in actuallity he keeps me alive... i was watchin walk 2 rember starn mandy moore n it was like i rembaed the times he was there 4 me wen i ahd no friends or wen i was depressed or angry at my parents or wen i found out bout my mothas illness or wen my best friend at the time stabed me in the back... o wen ppl tlked sht bout me he stood up 4 me... he truss me he kares bout me i remba how he took kare of me wen i was relly sic how he always wants the best for me.. i remba the 1st time he told me he loved me he looked me straght in the eyes n held me in his arms n kissed me n i felt the truth behind it... i kant describe wat i feel 4 him .. all i kno is tat its love.. up to tis day he looks me in the eyes n tells me he loves me... however i dun even kno if he realizes how hes actin.. it tell him 2 stop but he dun...idk am i too kinda?... am i too soft heart?... im torn part in2 2 pieces...

you'll always have those memories .. i know exactly how you feel .. i think one of the things that you may be missing is that you're still in love with the person he was .. in the past he's done some pretty wonderful things for you it seems .. and i love that movie a walk to remember too .. it's so0 sweet .. try to hold on to the wonderful memories you've shared with one another .. they'll always be alive in your heart .. and just like you said you'd never fall in love again after your first love .. you'll be able to do it again if that's what's meant to be ..

if you want to know if he wants the same things as you you have to confront him and talk to him about it .. talk about what you want in this relationship and see if they're the same .. simple as that .. you can't beat around the bush about these things .. always be honest with yourself and him and he'll be honest with you .. and whether what he says is what you may or may not want to hear you have to be strong .. don't keep living in the past if it's long gone .. live for the moment .. no matter what a part of you will always love him and nobody will take his place .. but sometimes you have to give other people a chance .. you have to give YOURSELF a chance to see if what you have with him is really love .. you'll never know if there is someone else more perfect for you if you don't stay open-minded ..

so keep that all in mind and i really hope you learn to be a bit stronger ..good luck!!