ugh..heartbroken Options

[XGhostReconX]

ugh...life sucks...last year in june, when i saw a pretty girl i thought to myself "damn she's pretty fine" or "holy crap"...and all along i never really thought about if i really felt for the girl or not...get it? it alll changed when school started i started to feel for this girl not for how "fine" she was, but it was just something about her i cant explain..and i know that there cant ever be a "we" because of multiple reasons... (racial diffference, she probably likes someone else,we're friends...not too tight though,im shy.. and w/e else there may be )...i know im a nice guy and ive been told alot of timez but i probably just wouldnt cut it for her...she'd see me in a whole different perspective if i told her...girls usually do that..and i think ive realllly fallen for her....but its tough knowing you cant be with someone no matter how hard you try or want...

god...the pain and thinking i went through makes me sick...if you read this thaanks i just needed to get it out to someone...if you've ever been in my shoes props to you no matter how u handled it...fcuk this sappy shitt that i dont know how to handle...and uhh props if u read this shizzle...

[sexaii]

the thing is if i cant have her than i would at least like to keep our friendship...if its the most i can get ... and btw if u didnt ead she probably likes someone else...

jus lyke yoo said, she PROBABLY likes someone else..heyy, i've been in that spot before, i know how you feel, just tell her, racial difference isn't that big of a thing. i dated some mixed quy and everyone was fine with it. if she does look at you from a different perspective, then its her fault for losing you. here's an easier way, ask her if she likes you, if she ever did, if she says yes then go out with her. if she says no then say that someone dared you. it can't be too hard. the more pressure you put on yourself the harder it is to ask the question.