ugh..heartbroken Options

[XGhostReconX]

ugh...life sucks...last year in june, when i saw a pretty girl i thought to myself "damn she's pretty fine" or "holy crap"...and all along i never really thought about if i really felt for the girl or not...get it? it alll changed when school started i started to feel for this girl not for how "fine" she was, but it was just something about her i cant explain..and i know that there cant ever be a "we" because of multiple reasons... (racial diffference, she probably likes someone else,we're friends...not too tight though,im shy.. and w/e else there may be )...i know im a nice guy and ive been told alot of timez but i probably just wouldnt cut it for her...she'd see me in a whole different perspective if i told her...girls usually do that..and i think ive realllly fallen for her....but its tough knowing you cant be with someone no matter how hard you try or want...

god...the pain and thinking i went through makes me sick...if you read this thaanks i just needed to get it out to someone...if you've ever been in my shoes props to you no matter how u handled it...fcuk this sappy shitt that i dont know how to handle...and uhh props if u read this shizzle...

[Counting]

Well, you should still talk to her. You won't really know if you could ever be together if you never try to talk to her. Don't think that you're not good enough because you probably are. Stop thinking about in a "I'm-degrading-myself-because-I-don't-think-I'm-good-enough" kind of way and just talk to her. xD..