boyfriend or godbrother?, i dont know Options

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i have a boyfriend who i really really love but i can't seem to get the thoughts of another boy out of my head. my boyfriend isn't in texas anymore so this relationship is basically based from talking online and emails. my boyfriend doesn't deserve to be dumped but i can't ignore the feelings i have for my godbrother either. i want to be with him but i know nothing will ever happen. my godbrother is so wise and i just love being with him but i just don't know what to do anymore..