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[p1nK_p0p]

O.k., here we go...
well my question is how can i get over the gye i...well, im not sure what it was. i dont want to sound pre-mature by saying it was love. but, realy, it wasent a crush...who knows, maby limbo...ok, well, im babbling again...so, anyhow...yea, heres the sorty:
he was perfection.
in 6th grade i moved from iown to calafornia and started school when middle school started. he was in my home room and sat on the right of me. he would flirt with me when we were suposted to be listening. he sat on the table next to me in lunch. one day in 7th grade he asked me out. even though i wanted nothing more than to spend a evening with him, i said no. partley because of me being a bit shy and un-sure what to do, but mostly because of my mom.
in 8 th grade i asked him. (my friends and i figured out a was to sneek out...) but, this time it was my turn to be turned down. he was very kind about it, but said that he dident feel that way about me anymore. i told him it was ok, put on a fake smile,and walked away.
a cupple days later my best friend asked him out, and he- he said yes.
ther enow going out. my heart breaks again and again everytime i see them together.
i thought i was over him untill 3 days ago when i was at the beach with my friends and i salw someone who looked just like him carraying a surn board (he surfs) and walked up to him. i said "hey, eaven." and the gye turned around and said "excuse me, i have no clue who you are" it wasent him.
i feel so patthatace.
can you tell me three things?
1 how to get over him...
2 if i can get over him
3 if i was in love

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