how do you feel about your first... Options

[HaN4RaNg]

kiss, boyfriend [or girlfriend.. 4got bout u guys for a minute there ], date, sex etc etc.. was it good? do u regret it? how would u have changed the scene, moment, etc etc?

for me, i regret ever doing anything with a guy . looking back on it all, i feel really dirty T.T. my first kiss was with a guy a barely knew. it wasnt romantic or anything. he even had a girlfriend i didnt know about! i was curious . and my first boyfriend i dont even know why i went out with him because i dont even know much about him. i seriously screwed up my love life. the only good thing about it all is that i learned each and everytime.. i just never bothered to pay attention until just recently

[sporadic]

I don't have a boyfriend, never kissed, never had a date.

But here's what I'd like:

A boyfriend.. Hm.. Not PERFECT, cause I don't want my hopes up, but.. brunette, a little taller than me, wears sweatshirts (^_^), is smart, funny, interesting person to be around... Gotta have nice skin, (pale is good ^_^) And maybe a skateboarder? Hehe.. I'm never gonna get this boyfriend.. v.v

Date: I'd like to go to the nearby park and swing and talk and lay in the grass and such.. I think it'd be fun :P Maybe have a few friends come a long, too.

Kiss: Something unexpected and spontaneous, where it's just one of those.. I really want to kiss you moments.