have you ever.... Options

[Kris87]

Have you ever had the feeling where you liked someone and they didn't like you back and you feel weird around them sometimes?? Sometimes I feel like that but right now I am puzzled. I have been so depressed, shut-up inside, pressured, sorry that i even have this stupid life, left-out, and just f**kin hatin this world. I have no one anymore...I hate this life...I wish I had a better one...one that I had someone in my life that loves me and that I could love them back. I have been so shut-up inside that I wish that I could just walk down a long road that never ends and never come back...just keep on walking 'til I have the answers to my troubled life and 'til I have found someone that really loves me and won't leave me here to rot like a slab of meat...I feel like punching something right now...so hard that it would break my hand. I just want to cry and cry and watch the whole world wash away and watch myself melt into the depths of my sadness and never return...never

[aj637]

ive had those feelings before and i would always beat myself to death and cry every night before i go to sleep. but i realized you gotta move on and forget about it, its the past and you cant do anything about it. i mean if you dwell on it too much then your doing that yourself. you have a choice to move on or keep remincing about it. and if you keep remincing then you end up crying every night but if you move on then somehow someway someone will come to you and make it all better. i mean the way i see it is if your gonna like someone and dont wanna get hurt in the end ALWAYS expect for the worst things to happen so that way you really wouldnt get hurt 100% other than that just cheer up and things will always get better....

also why would you want to take your life for someone who obviously didnt wanna take the chance to be with a person like you? i mean dont you think thats stupid! why would you want to throw away your family, your friends, everything you have strived for over a person? i mean maybe there are other feeligns that are involved in it but you gotta be smart. its your LIFE! and thats the only LIFE you got. it took me a long time to realize that but you gotta make the best of it with what you got. nothing should make you feel that way, you shouldnt feel that way. your 17 hun and you have alot of more years ahead of you. you got goals and other achievements you gotta persue so be careful with the words you say. i mean i know its outta frustation and pain but sometimes you gotta suck it up and go along with it...theres nothing esle you can do....