have you ever.... Options

[Kris87]

Have you ever had the feeling where you liked someone and they didn't like you back and you feel weird around them sometimes?? Sometimes I feel like that but right now I am puzzled. I have been so depressed, shut-up inside, pressured, sorry that i even have this stupid life, left-out, and just f**kin hatin this world. I have no one anymore...I hate this life...I wish I had a better one...one that I had someone in my life that loves me and that I could love them back. I have been so shut-up inside that I wish that I could just walk down a long road that never ends and never come back...just keep on walking 'til I have the answers to my troubled life and 'til I have found someone that really loves me and won't leave me here to rot like a slab of meat...I feel like punching something right now...so hard that it would break my hand. I just want to cry and cry and watch the whole world wash away and watch myself melt into the depths of my sadness and never return...never

[axprincezz]

i'm sorry to hear that you are going through such torment in your life rite now but first off it is totally normal so don't think you're going through this alone. i think the best thing is for you to focus on things that do make you happy. there are times when i slip into depression and feel the urge to drive myself off a cliff or bridge or something but i realize that there really is more in this world and in this life that makes me happy. although at the current time there may seem like nothing, you must try your best to see the brighter side of things. i hope that you feel better soon!