why are guys so frustrating, cant get over him Options

[xxTiNEExx]

this is kinda a long story, so if you wanna cut the crap...go to the *:

so anyways, since the beginning of 8th grade,me and my close friend, lets call him *oscar* lol.....have been flirting off and on. i mean i liked him for about a week but that was it and i just shook it off as a little crush. we were constantly flirting for a while....then all of a sudden we stopped hanging out in the same group of friends and we stopped flirting. then i decided the group i was hanging out with wasnt good for me and i hung out with my bff's group....which he was in.....then there was the camping trip..i didn't go cause i had a dance competition, and he didnt go cause his parents didnt let him. a few other ppl didnt go but theyre not really in this story. so anyways that week that everyone else was gone....including the girl he liked.....we'll call her brittany..me and oscar had a lotta fun together...flirting..hugging...holding hands...all that great stuff......but towards the end......i prepared myself and was all...you know brittany's coming back and this will be over...but it wasn't and i think i would have been better off it had been. then i started to like him again a little bit..but not too much. towards the end of the school year (about 3 weeks after the camping trip) i was getting over him...i knew he was moving pretty far away and i wouldn't see him everyday...but our group of friends planned to hangout together the day after graduation at pier 39 and the movies.....well anyways..we watched a movie first and i am always fidgety so during that part before the previews, i was moving my hands around. oscar was sitting next to me and asked, "do you ever stop fidgeting?" i said no and kept fidgeting. then he held my hand and was like "how about now?" then i like melted...the thing i hate is how our hands fit PERFECTLY together. it annoys me. my bff then said, "i have got to know!! do you guys like each other??" he said first, 'naw she's just a good friend...i just like to mess with her.' and me never letting my guard down said "yeah...same here" then my bff, being my bff said, "but you did like him for a while didn't you?" i said yeah. then she asked oscar "if you knew would you have gone out with her?" he said "yeah". and she kept saying to me.."why didn't you tell him...blah blah blah". i was like, whatever it was no big deal...trying to play it off. i love my bff. she started then getting mad at him because she knew he still liked brittany even though she rejected him. my bff used to be brittanys bff so she was going on about how she doesnt get why boys like brittany since shes not hygenically clean. she doesnt brush her teeth everyday, and she has stretch marks, and showers once a week. but i know the answer is...the ass. her ass isn't even that big..but everyone makes a big deal about it..... anyways

* so basically....i just can't stop thinking about him and i wanna get over him but i can't. i know it'll never happen and that even if it did...i would just be a fling. what pisses me off is that it seems so meant to be...the way our hands fit perfectly...the way we can talk and everything....but still...he likes someone else for her ass. and he thinks that she likes him just because she wrote in his yearbook...you're so sexy..i wanna fudge you... which is only because she wants to get pregnant before she's 15. how stupid is that...

THIS is basically a RANT so thanks for listening if you have. if not...screw you...lol

[pbear]

Well you know, it doesn't seem like the guy you like is all that great.
But whatever.
Keep yourself busy.
Hang around your other friends, and if they bring up Oscar, make a comment like, "Hey, can we talk about something else?"
Good luck.

[So what if she has stretchmarks? It's not a bad thing.]