i can't get over a guy., blah.... >_> Options

[lisaaaaaaa]

ok, so i've liked this guy for 3 years. since 4th grade. and now i'm going to 7th grade, so its gonna be my first year in middle school. i just can't seem to get over him! he's kinda a player....(i know....we're kinda young but relationships started happening around 5th grade) he dates one girl, like 2 months later or 3, depends on how serious the relationship is. (now breaking into a story...) in october, he actually asked me out...and i was soooooo happy. but i mean, it was my first boyfriend so i was really shy and all....and i basically never talked to him. and then came outdoor school, so i always hung out wiff my friends but not him, and i didn't even say hi. so after outdoor school i called him and i asked if it was over...and he said yeah, so it was all my fault and i totallllllly regret it. and now whenever he gets a new g/f i feel sooooooo terrible, and usually he dates one of my friends, so i HAVE to be happy for them....and when my friend got a first kiss from him i was soo devastated T_T and no matter how hard i try to forget about him its just not happening.

[disturbed_pengui...]

tel him how u feel and if hes willing to try again then give it a shot if not i guarantee that u will get over him by hs lol

i agree with this.
ive been in your situation b4, and i know exactly how u feel even though to you i bet no one could...but i do.
just give this a shot, and if it doesnt work...then maybe you should try putting him out of your mind.
i just have a question...do u really really love him? becuz if u dont then u shouldnt let him have this effect on u!