T_T, shes gone forever Options

[asiangetokewl]

Hey all, what's up?

Um, can someone please make me feel better in some way please???... like... I don't know how to say describe this post... but like... dahh the post does have meaning...

Right now I'm sad as hell, depressed you might say. I feel like running away, moving away, dying, etc; the worst possible things imaginable. My first girlfriend who I had true feelings for has left my life forever by going off to college. So what right, she's only at college?! Well... yesterday I gave her her grad gift and told her how I felt and this is what she emailed to me as her response to my outburst of my emotions for her.

"hey chris, i just wanted to say thanks for the purse and it wil definately come in handy during the school year. also i have been thinking about how it's not fair that i know how u feel towards me and that i don't mention any of mine, so here goes. There have been a lot of thoughts going through my head about this issue. i have very strong feelings for u... I'm sorry, HAD, but i also know that if there was ever a relationship again, it would go no where. so i guess, i would prefer if we stayed friends... or just go our separate ways in life..."

- my first "love"

I really wanted her back in my life... as what we had, but I guess I can't turn back time. Please help me with any advice, words, help w/e you've got.

thank you

chris

***plus i think i should've put this in relationships section... oops...

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if she doesnt feel tthe same anymore you should just move on. she may be ur first grlfriend but there are gonna be others that your gonna fall for. you just gotta lift ur head up and look for them