i cut off the friendship, and now i think im going crazy Options

[HaN4RaNg]

do you ever have those times when you dont really think much about the person until they're gone?

just last night i basically gave up on a friendship that was pretty good and it just became a total mess.. now i see him everywhere and i cant stop thinking about him. i dont know if this is the same for him but its seriously driving me nuts. the thing is, im the one who decided on ending the friendship and i really dont want him as a friend anymore, but why is this happening? the littlest things are reminding me of him. i dont know what to do >.<

[inthemudhole]

rethink why you ended the friendship. you might want to try at it again.
if not, just give it time. after my bf and i split i saw signs of him everywhere, and everything someone said reminded me of him. he had become so much of my life that i could relate any topic to something he did or said. it passes with time.

^Yeah.
I can do that.

I was with my friend Zena at Toys R Us (don't ask, haha) and we were in t3h Barbies aisle (once again, don't ask.. ) and she pointed at stuff and I came up with a different reason each time how that could possibly remind me of Alec..