sob stories, what are some of yours? Options

[rOckThISshYt]

i was just wondering what are some of your sob stories. i only want to hear them if they have to do with relationships. here's mine.

i think i fell in love. i'm not too sure when it happened. maybe it was a gradual thing. but i finally told myself that i'm in love today. but there is a HUGE problem. i'm bi. i'm a chick. she's a chick. she's straight. in other words, i have NO chance with her. she's a good friend of mine and i also love her as a friend. i met her at day camp. i got kicked out of camp and i've wanted to make plans with my camp friends for a while, but it's never seemed to work out. so i haven't seen her in a while. but today i was going with my dad to pic up my bro from camp. when my dad parked my group of camp friends was right in front of the car. this girl i'm in love with, steph, she was the first to notice i was there. she saw me through the windshield. she screamed out my name and was so happy to see me. i hopped out of the car as quick as i could and she came flying into me for a hug. i was so happy. i had friends that actually missed me and cared about me. we held each other for a little while longer and let go. i hugged and said hi to all my other great friends from camp. but she was the first to say hi. i remember during the first week of camp, she asked me online who i thought was the prittiest girl in camp. i said she was and she said i was. i know she ment that in a straight way, but it still made me feel so good. and i want to hang with her and my other friends so bad. but i'm in love with her, and there's nothing that i can do about it. well, that's my sob story.

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Reginald O'Brian Key

Reggie was a senior in high school when i walked into the first of day English IV Honors class my senior year. My teacher was the best teacher in the world Ms.Beard. He sat next to me and i thought he was soo cute. his skin was light and his eyes were light brown. he wasnt tall really but his heart was huge and his smile was even bigger. we used to flirt all the time and hit on each other (literally!). haha...i used to say "Ms. Beard tell Reggie to leave me alone." and she would smile at the both of us and say "Now Reggie you know better." i fell for him really quick and he fell for me too. it went from hi what is you name? to hours talking on the phone and walking me to class and walking me to my bus to writing the most beautiful things i have ever read. and then one day it just...stopped. why? i have a pretty good feeling, but it is something only a few people would understand so i would rather not go there. my world was turned upside down and my heart was broken. reggie was the only person that i gave my everything to. i gave him my emotions and my heart and my love and shared my joy and now all i was doing was crying myself to sleep at night and wishing my feelings would go away. i had never had such a pure love for someone before. i never thought about us having sex or anything like that. i just thought about being with him, holding him, growing with him, caring for him...loving him. everyday, it hurt to see him or to be near him. to even look at him because he was so composed...so together and i wasnt. i was heartbroken and didnt understand why. it has taken me a long time to personally recognize and understand the reason why it all stopped and it is a really really good one. the only problem is after all this time when i hear his name my eyes still light up and when i hear his voice my lips do this weird thing...i think its called smiling and when i think about the possibility of me even seeing him or talking to him my heart smiles. to be frank, the only problem is this- i love reggie and he has no idea. i never told him how deep my feelings actually went cuz i was too worried about what others would think and say to me. so now almost everyday of my life i think about my first love and i regret not telling him at least then i would have an answer to the questions i ask myself daily. after all this time, he has a special peice of my heart and after all this time i still want him. after all this time, when i think about love...i think about him and when i dream of my marriage...i dream of him. i have been in other relationships with them but no one, not one, has ever touched me like he did. somedays, i think that if a wait just a little longer my dreams will come true because in all honesty...i dont want anybody else, but him. sure, you move on and go with other people and you have a life, but you can't ever forget the person who got to your heart first and that is true. but my question is...will i ever get over him? and more importantly...do i want to?
~well the end...