I can't stop thinking about him, I should stop.. Options

[islandkiss]

a little over a month ago my bf broke up with me. we've been going out for a yr.. he was my first bf and stuff.. ever since the break up we decided to stay friends. everything to me just feels so different. I never really stopped loving him..

I'll admit, our relationship wasn't all that great but it still felt wonderful..

What I don't understand is how could I still love him even though he hurt me.. so much? he's already moved on, I want to tell him how I feel.. but apart of me just doesn't want to let him know... I feel so lost and desperate. He hasn't been online in like.. forever.. I feel like calling him but I don't know what I'll say or how I'll react. I've been thinking about him.. constantly.. I don't know what to do.. I know I should let go.. but I just can't..

[ThePrincessofTKD]

take ur time... its only been a month, and its summer time so jus kick bak relax.. eat and sleep =) lols its not gonna go away unless u do it urself, its really upto u... meet some new friends and stuff.... thats how i got my mind off. the new friends i made are so corny but they are so cool lols and they make me laugh and i eventually grew out of it.... remember its over, theres no more turning back u can only reminise and tahts about it.. i hope u feel better

^^ pretty much it.

but another way to get over it, is to talk about it to your friends and tell them how you feel. then maybe you can tell him and HOPEFULLY he`ll try to make you feel better.