i need to VENT!, o0o im angry! Options

[x0 sweetsorrow]

ARGH!!!!!

okay so my best friend sam[short for samantha] was going out with this kidd[we`ll call him bob] so sam and bob are happy for about a month.. but then sam thinks *this just isnt working* because bob would never have a serious convo wit her and when she tried to tell him how she felt about things he would laugh and pay no attention and then she had started liking this other kidd[we`ll call him george].. plus the fact the would just put her down thinkn it was funny and not hurting anyone.

so sam decides to break up with him.. which she did.. and he was just the sad and depressed and we were all comforting to him to make him feel better because he "felt worthless" and he "never loved anyone like he loved her"

anyways.. about a week passed and all of a sudden he starts IMing sam again and everything seemed okay.. and then he starts cussing her out.. and she puts up with it and she just lets it all wash over her thinkn that he just needs to let out how he feels..

the next day bob IMs sam again.. this time he cusses her out and tells her to go cut herself and kill herself and that its to bad he isnt there to witness the "glorious" event of her death.. so naturally this upsets sam who tells me because im her bff and i get REALLY angry and REALLY worried [because sam is a cutter.. tho she is tryn to stop.. and she is capable of killing herself.. as she has tried numerous times before] so i IM bob and i tell him as nice as i can.. not to talk to my bff like that.. and he tells me that she deserves it for what she did to him.. and i told him that it wouldnt have lasted forever.. and then he starts cussing me out and i just let him say what he wanted and the i told him that he better never speak to my friend like that again.. yesh... i was calm

two days later.. bob is IMin sam again and blaming her for f*ckin up his chances with other people.. and for ruining is life and that he hates her and she means nothing to him and that he hopes she dies and that he hopes george dies to.. because now sam and george are going out.. and george is like a brother to me so i get angry at that.. and so we have this HUGE fight and he basically says that he is better than me and sam because he is older and that he knows more about this than any of us.. and then he said this about me to sam:
*BoB*: Tell her to get over it and pull through with all her self mutilation bullsh*t
*BoB*: A razor blade to the face might make her look more becoming
*SaM*: wtf
*SaM*: was that directed twords me?
*BoB*: No
*BoB*: Laura for bugging the sh*t out of me

now yes i USED to cut.. and i dont anymore.. and so him sayn that just pissed me off soooo much.. and i couldnt stand him telln sam that she is worthless and she deserves to be dead.. i mean.. he said he LOVED her more than ANYTHING.. how can you go from loving someone that much.. to wanting them DEAD and them meaning NOTHING to you.. i mean.. sam wanted to try to be friends and all she got was cussing and him calling her a whore because she was f*ckin with his head.. and blah blah blah!!!!

Im sorry if this isnt making sence.. but im really angry and im tryn to be calm and type this.. but its kinda hard to be calm when you have just been told you should go slit your wrists!! and when your bff has just been told to go kill herself because the world would be better without her[and she thinks that ANYWAYS so she doesnt need people telln her that!!] and omg!! i just.. i wanna take him by the neck and strangle him and kill him and scream at him and kick him and hurt him and ARGH!!!!!

i hate him.. i have never hated anyone before.. i dislike people alot.. but i have never hated someone before now!!! i mean.. what gives him the right to talk to us like that?!?! i swear.. i wanna hunt him down and slit his throat in the middle of the night while he is sleeping!!! GRRRRRRRRR

okay im gonna shut up now.. i hope that made some sence..


skgnkjdsbesonhaq *growls*

[unf0rsak3n]

dang qrl! just go up bob and punch him in the face. best of all, write something about it and makes sure that he sees you. if he says that about you, he won't bother to touch anything to you. let the curiousity out of him. dis him as much as you want and spread the truth. that way, he can't say stuff about you unless there is a reason and he can't admit that he read what you wrote. that could work both wayz.