I feel lost...bad...fake...I feel like a loser...., Anyone else? |
 Jul 8 2004, 09:05 PM
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 babygrl23  Group: Member Posts: 88 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 25,911  |
My life is in total chaos right now. I'm always in a bad mood, and I don't know why.
My friends aren't exactly "friends." I mean, sure we do stuff together, but the second I leave, the whispers start. They talk about me behind my back, call me a slut, and spread nasty rumors around my grade. My whole life I've been pretending to be someone I'm not, because I'm afraid to show who I really am. If anyone saw that side of me, they would find out I'm really REALLY sensitive, not the "tough" kid they've come to know. They would find out that I'm actually really quiet. That I cry when I'm alone......and how truly empty and lost I feel......... Anyone else feel the same way? |
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Jul 8 2004, 11:33 PM
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lAzN YiN YanGl Group: Member Posts: 376 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,905 |
wow im literally in the same position...all my so called friends used to be so close with me until this year (first yera of high school) and now they think about popularity and the "in" crowd. i still havent gotten past it, but just hold on to someone that you at least care about and know that its not the end cause as soon as you get outta school things will change ^_^
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babygrl23 I feel lost...bad...fake...I feel like a loser.... Jul 8 2004, 09:05 PM
zuhms QUOTE(babygrl23 @ Jul 8 2004, 9:05 PM)My life... Jul 8 2004, 09:10 PM joanna0304 just try being ur self n hopefully everything will... Jul 8 2004, 09:22 PM ibabyqrlx i feel like that sometimes.. but i am being myself... Jul 8 2004, 09:23 PM ikayto just slowly be urself dont just go 180 from how u ... Jul 8 2004, 09:33 PM x0 sweetsorrow i know how you feel.. i was always tryn to please ... Jul 8 2004, 10:04 PM xxcrazynutmeg yeah i used to be like that... sorta. well my frie... Jul 8 2004, 10:07 PM f00LisH_h3aRt63 yea i have felt that way before with ppl who i use... Jul 8 2004, 10:08 PM babygurl_xtacy find new friends who would accept you for who you ... Jul 8 2004, 10:24 PM x0143637x0 you should always be urself. i mean like im sensit... Jul 8 2004, 11:15 PM Darkpekkle you should always be yourself. so what if people ... Jul 8 2004, 11:21 PM babixlilac if u be urself, ppo will like u nd den dey are ur ... Jul 9 2004, 12:17 AM ichiban be yourself ... and get new friends too lol .. bec... Jul 9 2004, 12:28 AM Squeegie yeah always.....lately im alwasy depressed...and l... Jul 9 2004, 03:07 AM eboarder2020 hey hun,
we all go through stages in our life whe... Jul 9 2004, 10:35 AM F_L_I_P Its ok youll get over it i had a feeling like that... Jul 9 2004, 03:42 PM islandkiss I feel that way sometimes.. Jul 9 2004, 03:47 PM conster if im u, i would show my sensitive side but still ... Jul 9 2004, 07:15 PM Winter Yeah, I've felt that way before. Actually I st... Jul 10 2004, 01:55 AM soulovely i think you should just be yourself. people may l... Jul 10 2004, 04:14 PM
PENtheINSTRUMENT just get found, good, real, and starting winning Jul 10 2004, 04:25 PM |
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