I feel lost...bad...fake...I feel like a loser...., Anyone else? |
 Jul 8 2004, 09:05 PM
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 babygrl23  Group: Member Posts: 88 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 25,911  |
My life is in total chaos right now. I'm always in a bad mood, and I don't know why.
My friends aren't exactly "friends." I mean, sure we do stuff together, but the second I leave, the whispers start. They talk about me behind my back, call me a slut, and spread nasty rumors around my grade. My whole life I've been pretending to be someone I'm not, because I'm afraid to show who I really am. If anyone saw that side of me, they would find out I'm really REALLY sensitive, not the "tough" kid they've come to know. They would find out that I'm actually really quiet. That I cry when I'm alone......and how truly empty and lost I feel......... Anyone else feel the same way? |
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Jul 8 2004, 10:07 PM
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 megumi tanaka Group: Official Designer Posts: 379 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,715 |
yeah i used to be like that... sorta. well my friends who were supposedly my friends didn't act like friends. it got so bad that i even punched one.
so i was showing something that wasn't me, it was the nice person that always did everything people asked and gave them stuff. then when they started taking advantage and being really mean, i showed the real me, which was really mean.. i felt much better, but i lost a few friends... but in being myself i gained two of my best friends ever! so there's nothing for me to hide around them. it's also fun to be wacky and crazy and be random and bite people. that always makes me feel better. my friends let me bite them.  hehe i'm evil
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babygrl23 I feel lost...bad...fake...I feel like a loser.... Jul 8 2004, 09:05 PM
zuhms QUOTE(babygrl23 @ Jul 8 2004, 9:05 PM)My life... Jul 8 2004, 09:10 PM joanna0304 just try being ur self n hopefully everything will... Jul 8 2004, 09:22 PM ibabyqrlx i feel like that sometimes.. but i am being myself... Jul 8 2004, 09:23 PM ikayto just slowly be urself dont just go 180 from how u ... Jul 8 2004, 09:33 PM x0 sweetsorrow i know how you feel.. i was always tryn to please ... Jul 8 2004, 10:04 PM f00LisH_h3aRt63 yea i have felt that way before with ppl who i use... Jul 8 2004, 10:08 PM babygurl_xtacy find new friends who would accept you for who you ... Jul 8 2004, 10:24 PM x0143637x0 you should always be urself. i mean like im sensit... Jul 8 2004, 11:15 PM Darkpekkle you should always be yourself. so what if people ... Jul 8 2004, 11:21 PM lAzN YiN YanGl wow im literally in the same position...all my so ... Jul 8 2004, 11:33 PM babixlilac if u be urself, ppo will like u nd den dey are ur ... Jul 9 2004, 12:17 AM ichiban be yourself ... and get new friends too lol .. bec... Jul 9 2004, 12:28 AM Squeegie yeah always.....lately im alwasy depressed...and l... Jul 9 2004, 03:07 AM eboarder2020 hey hun,
we all go through stages in our life whe... Jul 9 2004, 10:35 AM F_L_I_P Its ok youll get over it i had a feeling like that... Jul 9 2004, 03:42 PM islandkiss I feel that way sometimes.. Jul 9 2004, 03:47 PM conster if im u, i would show my sensitive side but still ... Jul 9 2004, 07:15 PM Winter Yeah, I've felt that way before. Actually I st... Jul 10 2004, 01:55 AM soulovely i think you should just be yourself. people may l... Jul 10 2004, 04:14 PM
PENtheINSTRUMENT just get found, good, real, and starting winning Jul 10 2004, 04:25 PM |
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