Createblog Diary Options

[faithin_felix]

so people can post here more than once. perhaps once everyday and share your day with fellow createbloggers. So write your day and what did you do?

[onenonly101]

Dear CB,

Yesterday was so much fun. We went to Six Flags and i'll fill in the details later. right now i need some help. my bestfriend or used to be i don't know and i haven't talked in months. We had been bestfriends since 7th grade but then this year our 9th grade year i went to a different school and i would always be the one who called her throughout oru relationship and i just got sick of it. It would piss me off that i would be the one calling her and listening to her. I love listening to people because i don't know people like to tell me their problems and i like to know them so i can be a good friends. But i also need someone to do that for me. I mean we were the best of friends.. ..but now we haven't talked in monthsI wrote her this on July 1st and still haven't sent it to her, should i?:

July 1st
Hey Mary

I'm listening to nuck if you buck right now because my parents just made me mad. Mostly my dad, but now i'm listening to music so i feel so much better. But anyways that isn't why i wrote this letter. We haven't talked in a long time and that isn't right. Our friendship was such a strong solid one and now...something had just made it crumble. Because a lack of communication between us. There had been some issues i hwas struggling with and in order for me to get over them i have to tell you what they were.
#1 Race. It is so stupid I know but this year I made a huge change from a majority white(well a really diverse school) to an all black school. I know I've changed as a person. All my life i have been around a diverse gorup of people I mean my friends were black,white,hispanic,asian, and everything in between. Now I just have black friends with the exception of illiana(mexican) and van(Vietanmese). And I don't know, i guess i felt different by having a white bestfriend. Then during April i realized what does it matter? I love poeple of all races. I realized that no one even cares about who I am friends with and what they look like. Me having friends of every race makes me who I am and has helped me experience many things.
#2 Change. I know I've changed and i know you've changed. But I've been afraid that we have changed so much our relationship would've suffered. But I thought that we can change together or grow together and I prefer growing together.
#4 Communication. In the middle of the year I was going to call you and say maybe our friendship should've ended at Peachtree. I was going to do that because I was angry, angry that you never called me. The type of person I am is someone to depend on. I like for people to lean on me and for me to take charge, but sometimes I am sick of that role and I need someone to take lead and for them to initailize the ocnversation. But then i decided not to call you because that is a stupid thing to end a friendship over. But I do need you to know that I would appreciate other initializing a conversation with me.
Okay, those were the 3 things that were bothering me. But Ialso want to say this:
Thank yout so much for being there when Chi-Chi died. It meant so much to me. I mean when I called you to tell you I couldn't even get the words outbut you understood. And i love you so much girl.
My parents act a fool sometimes. But other than blaming me fore stuff and saying no to me they are alright. Your parents seem klike nice good people so you better be treating them right. I have some many questions i want to ask you.
I am so sorry and i meant to call you on the 1 year anniversary of your aunt and cousin but i want you to know that i was praying for you. Well that is everything I had to say, now it is your turn. I love you alot so call me.

Love

Uche

That is the entire letter, so ya'll tell me what's up