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 Jul 7 2004, 05:26 PM
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 unpretty  Group: Member Posts: 304 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 23,778  |
Sometimes I get really depressed feeling because of lots of stuff in my life. And because (I don't know why) I think I'm really ugly. Also I always think people are talking about me and my mom thinks I have Obsessive Compulsive disorders and like I dunno. But I'm just wondering If anyone here has ever tried suicide, because I cut my wrists one time, and I know its stupid, I'm just curious.
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Jul 8 2004, 01:53 PM
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 Liz Group: Member Posts: 66 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 26,374 |
I thought about suicide a couple times, and have even attempted to a couple times. It like, all started in 7th grade when my mom also got cancer, (she had colon cancer), and around the end of 7th grade, my 2 year old nephew drowned in a home pond. Like, at first I was just really upset, then I wouldn't eat anything, and then I started to cut myself, and then I just wanted to die. When I didn't eat, I lost a lot of weight. And I got a lot skinnier from it too.
But, my friends helped to cheer me up, and made sure I didn't hurt myself. I know how hard it is to not hurt yourself, or think happy thoughts, but eventually, you'll be able to. I kinda started to get depressed again during the school year, and I went to our school counselor, (Mr. Magonagal), and he helped me out a lot. And he set me up for some one-on-one counseling with some lady named Caren, but, she didn't help me, because I didn't trust her enough to tell her about my cutting.  And then I got signed up for group therapy, which I'm in with a few of my friends that have the same problem as me, and I can choose to be in it for the rest of High School.Try to do something that won't make you think bad thoughts. I know it can be hard, but, it'll be worth it in the end. I'm glad that I never was successful in trying to kill myself. I'm now with someone that I love dearly, and who loves me back, and whenever I feel bad, he helps me, and makes sure I don't do anything. And what I do sometimes when I want to cut myself, I put a rubber band or something on my arm, and snap it. It doesn't leave scars, just red marks for a while, and you still get the satisfaction of some pain. But yesterday I made the mistake of doing that when my boyfriend was here, and he got mad, because that stuff upsets him.  So, yeah. Think about some of the things I said. If you ever need someone to talk to, my e-mail address is invisiblelsoul@aol.com . Feel free to IM me or e-mail me.  - L i Z |
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La_b0mBe suicide Jul 7 2004, 05:26 PM
ikayto i thought about it.......but then decided no ;p Jul 7 2004, 05:29 PM pOOpii_h e a dxD noooo, but i think im ugly too i dont have high ... Jul 7 2004, 05:31 PM La_b0mBe :] The biggest things in my life rite now that mak... Jul 7 2004, 05:35 PM MyVermilionPlague Uhm. Well. I've never actually attempted it.. ... Jul 7 2004, 05:39 PM x0 sweetsorrow yeah i have.. and i used to slit my wrists..
lif... Jul 7 2004, 05:39 PM babixlilac sometimes i dink dat dying may be a better idea de... Jul 7 2004, 06:05 PM emrzz09 I tried once But im glad im still alive.
Dont... Jul 7 2004, 06:17 PM diezelbabygrl_xoxo yes, i have...but i got caught 1 time n i had 2 b ... Jul 7 2004, 06:41 PM skaterjswife2 Yeah.. when I am really depressed I think about it... Jul 7 2004, 06:45 PM laur3nw nope never..and never will Jul 7 2004, 06:46 PM Fallen_Fairy No. I've thought about the topic in general bu... Jul 7 2004, 06:48 PM mouse_3k i tried a few times. Im happy like NE thin though ... Jul 7 2004, 07:14 PM islandkiss nope. I fear pain and death too much to become sui... Jul 8 2004, 12:29 PM MyVermilionPlague QUOTE(emrzz09 @ Jul 7 2004, 6:17 PM)Dont thin... Jul 8 2004, 12:43 PM NawtyLilAznChic i neva tried...i think bout it a lot especially no... Jul 8 2004, 12:53 PM MyVermilionPlague QUOTE(NawtyLilAznChic @ Jul 8 2004, 12:53 PM)... Jul 8 2004, 12:56 PM NawtyLilAznChic QUOTE(InTheMudHole @ Jul 8 2004, 1:56 PM)Yeah... Jul 8 2004, 12:58 PM x0143637x0 yea i always think about it when im realli depress... Jul 8 2004, 01:17 PM Joo_Hoodles I think we have all wanted to many-a-time (i know ... Jul 8 2004, 01:34 PM abnormalabby i feel bad for you, and im sorry that you have som... Jul 8 2004, 01:41 PM unf0rsak3n you know what is so bad about suicide? about 2 sec... Jul 8 2004, 01:42 PM MyVermilionPlague QUOTE(NawtyLilAznChic @ Jul 8 2004, 12:58 PM)... Jul 8 2004, 01:42 PM kaleidoscoped No, I've never attempted it.
I've thought ... Jul 8 2004, 02:36 PM sheddingtears Yes, I tried choking and hanging myself. LOL, but ... Jul 8 2004, 07:43 PM Spirited Away I've considered it, and thought it was stupid.... Jul 8 2004, 07:45 PM babygurl_xtacy QUOTE(ikayto @ Jul 7 2004, 5:29 PM)i thought ... Jul 8 2004, 08:15 PM honorguard Nope! Suicide is for losers. Jul 8 2004, 08:15 PM distortedMIND I thought about it. I almost attempted too. But I ... Jul 8 2004, 08:19 PM LatinaLady i have never attempeted it maybe though of the ide... Jul 8 2004, 08:24 PM Foolish Heart yes like, a hundred times. But never suceed, my bo... Jul 8 2004, 08:25 PM hybrid I tried. Once.
Twice.
A couple of times.
H... Jul 8 2004, 08:26 PM Foolish Heart (REPLY TO ALL WHO THINKS SUICIDE IS FOR LOSERS OR ... Jul 8 2004, 08:30 PM Spirited Away QUOTE(Foolish Heart @ Jul 8 2004, 8:30 PM)You... Jul 8 2004, 08:44 PM babygrl23 I have considered it....a lot......I don't hav... Jul 8 2004, 08:47 PM sandra No, never thought about suicide... yet. hope i won... Jul 8 2004, 08:49 PM Kayc05 I've tried twice but didn't succeed, it mo... Jul 8 2004, 08:52 PM POonSKi QUOTE(La_b0mBe @ Jul 7 2004, 5:26 PM)Sometime... Jul 8 2004, 08:53 PM Foolish Heart i said "people" i was talking about othe... Jul 8 2004, 09:14 PM Foolish Heart and i said, for people that think its for losers a... Jul 8 2004, 09:15 PM Spirited Away QUOTE(Foolish Heart @ Jul 8 2004, 9:15 PM)and... Jul 8 2004, 09:20 PM IIO__oII nope.
ive THOUGHT
but never attempted. =] Jul 8 2004, 10:10 PM xxcrazynutmeg Yeah, I thought about it then I thought it was a b... Jul 8 2004, 10:15 PM xxstrawberry_twist I think poorly of my self...sometimes I think abou... Jul 11 2004, 03:50 AM dani41790 i thought about it and i waz about to atempt to bu... Jul 11 2004, 03:59 AM Luster Soldier Never have. When I get depressed I just listen to ... Jul 11 2004, 04:48 AM defjam_gangsta Greetings!!
i'll never attempt suicid... Jul 11 2004, 06:18 AM synkro lol if i ever attempted i'd have the guts to g... Jul 11 2004, 06:24 AM Winter I've thought about it, but I don't have th... Jul 11 2004, 07:30 AM Caustic I've attempted suicide. 3 times. 1st & 2nd... Jul 11 2004, 07:41 AM fresaqueen DON'T EVER COMMIT SUICIDE!! seriously... Jul 11 2004, 07:43 AM redsoxbaby87 i havent and i hope that i never will but i know s... Jul 11 2004, 07:59 AM sheepy nopes i thought of it b4. cept im scared of pain. Jul 11 2004, 09:29 PM rOckThISshYt i've slit my wrists twice, and slit my forearm... Jul 11 2004, 09:58 PM bored2death08 nooooooooooooooooo. ive had friends who have tried... Jul 12 2004, 04:06 PM FrUiTy TuTie of course i have, i was home alone and i was cryin... Jul 14 2004, 12:28 PM __heartache anyone in here ever try to kill themselves, or th... Mar 10 2005, 11:00 PM toyo loco well im kinda going through some stuff rite now so... Mar 10 2005, 11:04 PM CUTEBUNNY160 no not really. Mar 10 2005, 11:13 PM azn.peace.maker well when i depressed ive think of killing myself ... Mar 10 2005, 11:16 PM StarlitxFrosT yeah stopped cuz then I grew up and understood mor... Mar 10 2005, 11:17 PM electric shock I thought about it.. because my family was only ma... Mar 10 2005, 11:18 PM kokosofly Hm.. I don't think I have, but I may have thou... Mar 10 2005, 11:19 PM Funky Buddha I think about it every damn day. Sometimes I think... Mar 10 2005, 11:24 PM
krnxswat QUOTE(Funky Buddha @ Mar 10 2005, 11:24 PM)li... Mar 10 2005, 11:29 PM Funky Buddha QUOTE(krnxswat @ Mar 10 2005, 11:29 PM)That... Mar 11 2005, 12:35 AM yukichan ya i feel like it sometimes but then my friend wou... Mar 10 2005, 11:54 PM WhiteLotus* I've..tried a couple of times.
I tried to han... Mar 11 2005, 12:19 AM StarlitxFrosT QUOTE(WhiteLotus* @ Mar 11 2005, 12:19 AM)I... Mar 11 2005, 12:21 AM electric shock QUOTE(WhiteLotus* @ Mar 11 2005, 12:19 AM)I... Mar 11 2005, 01:00 AM crazybabii412 QUOTE(WhiteLotus* @ Mar 11 2005, 12:19 AM)I... Mar 11 2005, 01:34 AM Spirited Away http://www.createblog.com/forums/index.php...1&st=... Mar 11 2005, 12:22 AM RandomHero I tried to hang myself in spanish....
....obviousl... Mar 11 2005, 01:28 AM sandy_lumpy_shore i tried running away from home but then i realized... Mar 11 2005, 01:29 AM dani41790 ive wanted to do it but never did it since its wro... Mar 11 2005, 01:48 AM xXirockhardXx No ive never thought of killing my self and im hop... Mar 11 2005, 01:58 AM toodlepops. I'm sure you're not ugly, everyone is beau... Mar 11 2005, 04:36 AM antix10_kos have i ever tried to kill myself??
yes, 3 times. ... Mar 11 2005, 09:18 AM tarachangsays yeah a lot of people try it. i use to cut all the ... Mar 11 2005, 10:11 AM EmmalieV sometimes when im REALLY down but thinking about s... Mar 11 2005, 10:35 AM krispy_kreme333 ive thouht about it so many times but i never acct... Mar 11 2005, 01:44 PM greedybunny92 i thought about it before. once, i had a knife or ... Mar 11 2005, 02:52 PM BEBEx_iNFAM0USS the way i see it, life's a gift;; enjoy every ... Mar 11 2005, 03:14 PM iheartsimba Never tried...never planning on it. I think no mat... Mar 11 2005, 04:33 PM JlIaTMK how is cutting your wrists suicide? Mar 11 2005, 04:36 PM xd0rkette aww. don't feel that way about yourself. every... Mar 11 2005, 04:43 PM sm0kinm0nky i hate blood, like i fainted in school cuase we ta... Mar 11 2005, 04:45 PM doglover_76 i think we thought about suicide at some point
bu... Mar 11 2005, 05:04 PM Frankie no. i have never tried to kill myself. i don't... Mar 11 2005, 05:19 PM salcha no, because there are so many things to live for.
... Mar 11 2005, 07:43 PM jr0h have you thought about how many kids out there are... Mar 11 2005, 07:47 PM |
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