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faithin_felix
post Jun 26 2004, 04:32 PM
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eboarder2020
post Jul 5 2004, 03:57 PM
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QUOTE(aZn_KyOoTi3_x3 @ Jul 5 2004, 4:46 AM)
dear cB diary,
my second tym writtin this cuz my othr one got deleted cuz my IE messed up..blahh i had so much written down..that i dont even care wat i wrote n e more..lifes just been gay lately..i hate it..yes i am being selfish but u kno wat?...i just wanna die, i actually cant wait til my life ends..that'll b the perfect day..blehh i just hate the pressure frum my parents..i hate the way my "friends" treat me...they talk behind my back all the tym and nvr care 4 me.and i guess that made me notice how much i dont like them..im just an outcast.a lozer..sumone with no friends..i nvr realized that until now..hmm ppl mite think this is PMS..but it could b..but im just venting out everything i keep inside to myself..everything that i have bottled up in me can just come out now...

i feel lyk ive been makin everyone's life miserable..i feel like i've been a bad "friend" and mayb thatz y myfriendz all hate me now.cuz of my actions and wat i've done..i deserve to die..i was even told that todai..sumone told me im a 2-faced slut and i should die now..hrm..so wat if im 2 faced..i bet alotta ppl r..i may seem lyk a happy person on the outside..but u have no idea watz goin on in the inside..no one does..onli sharie understnads..im glad i met her..she's a tru friend..onli othr ppl..blehh itz poem tym..

cuttin myself..i feel the pain..
watching my blood go down the drain..
tears of hate come out and sing..
"i hate this wrld, i hate everything"

wishing for that special day to come so bad...
wishing for thingz i've longed to have...
wishing for sumone to love me for hoo i am..
wishing for sumone to look past the "happy" person i am..

seeing a friend turn their back on me one by one,
thinkin that its all just alot of fun..
watching eyes stare at me as i pass by..
az im wondering why oh why..

why haz God put me in this place..
why God why? am i a big disgrace?
i hate everything in this wrld..
y has it appeard?
i hate this wrld..y cant i dissapear?..
©aZn_KyOoTi3_x3©

yea just made that it sux alot..but w/e..
n e wayz my nose iz bleeding now frum all this madness going on..blehh this has nvr happend b4..i dont know y i'm so mad..ive nvr felt this much anger b4..i cant even handle it now..blehh itz almost 6AM..i dont know y im still up..blehh i have insomnia..nvm..blehh w/e..im callin it a night..

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ashley

Hey hun...We all have our bad times...Some of them last longer then others...Hang tight babe you'll make it through... Your a CB family member, and we're pullin for ya K...Take care and god speed
 

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