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![]() Feeel X ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,814 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 1,498 ![]() |
so people can post here more than once. perhaps once everyday and share your day with fellow createbloggers. So write your day and what did you do?
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QUOTE(aZn_KyOoTi3_x3 @ Jul 5 2004, 4:46 AM) dear cB diary, my second tym writtin this cuz my othr one got deleted cuz my IE messed up..blahh i had so much written down..that i dont even care wat i wrote n e more..lifes just been gay lately..i hate it..yes i am being selfish but u kno wat?...i just wanna die, i actually cant wait til my life ends..that'll b the perfect day..blehh i just hate the pressure frum my parents..i hate the way my "friends" treat me...they talk behind my back all the tym and nvr care 4 me.and i guess that made me notice how much i dont like them..im just an outcast.a lozer..sumone with no friends..i nvr realized that until now..hmm ppl mite think this is PMS..but it could b..but im just venting out everything i keep inside to myself..everything that i have bottled up in me can just come out now... i feel lyk ive been makin everyone's life miserable..i feel like i've been a bad "friend" and mayb thatz y myfriendz all hate me now.cuz of my actions and wat i've done..i deserve to die..i was even told that todai..sumone told me im a 2-faced slut and i should die now..hrm..so wat if im 2 faced..i bet alotta ppl r..i may seem lyk a happy person on the outside..but u have no idea watz goin on in the inside..no one does..onli sharie understnads..im glad i met her..she's a tru friend..onli othr ppl..blehh itz poem tym.. cuttin myself..i feel the pain.. watching my blood go down the drain.. tears of hate come out and sing.. "i hate this wrld, i hate everything" wishing for that special day to come so bad... wishing for thingz i've longed to have... wishing for sumone to love me for hoo i am.. wishing for sumone to look past the "happy" person i am.. seeing a friend turn their back on me one by one, thinkin that its all just alot of fun.. watching eyes stare at me as i pass by.. az im wondering why oh why.. why haz God put me in this place.. why God why? am i a big disgrace? i hate everything in this wrld.. y has it appeard? i hate this wrld..y cant i dissapear?.. ©aZn_KyOoTi3_x3© yea just made that it sux alot..but w/e.. n e wayz my nose iz bleeding now frum all this madness going on..blehh this has nvr happend b4..i dont know y i'm so mad..ive nvr felt this much anger b4..i cant even handle it now..blehh itz almost 6AM..i dont know y im still up..blehh i have insomnia..nvm..blehh w/e..im callin it a night.. x33~ ashley Hey hun...We all have our bad times...Some of them last longer then others...Hang tight babe you'll make it through... Your a CB family member, and we're pullin for ya K...Take care and god speed |
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