first time Options

[d3v1l1ci0us]

not really a poem.. i think i just had to express my self..
its the first time i felt like a helpless kid,
the first time i felt trashed,
the first time i felt alone,
the first time i waited for santa.. but no one came..
the first time i had sleepovers without someone lecturing me and being overprotective,
the first time i havent been camping for at least ONCE this summer,
the first time i havent felt the snow freeze my hands in the snow this winter,
the first time i had no one to kiss every morning and night,
the first time no one came in my room and calmed me when i was scared,
the first time i had no one to stay up late for new years with,
the first time he had never came and asked what i want for my birthday,
the first time no one ever cuddled me and called me "my little princess",
first time i could only see my dad once 2 months
i never imagined it would be this way.. i never imagined i would have "first times"..
i never imagined about crying everyday for the first time without a shoulder to lean on,

its been a first time ever since you left.

i miss you dad

[EmeraldKnight]

yes im having a "First time" right now..  i'm seeing the fireworks aloen right from my window.. its depressing since im not used to seeing it alone.. i used to always go out with my dad on our fold up chairs and watch it all night.. expecially on new years..

Aww... I'm so sorrie

I'm not exactly sure what I can do to help, but if you need someone to talk to, just PM me..

I realli hope you feel better