An apology to everyone on cB. Options

[Tomates]

Okay, Here's the thing.
I'm really sorry for the huge dramatic outburst I made.
Yeah It was really dumb of me.

To be honest I just can't always control my emotions well. Never have really. I let everything built up and then they just pour out with no control. I was just fed up with some of the mean things people were saying. I know I shouldn't take the internet so seriously but I guess I'm just a sensitive person.
I know I could handled everything so differently. I was just so angry at the time and did a lot of things without thinking really. I know I acted immature. I realize that. I feel really stupid for doing what I did and I apologize.
But hey, caused some entertainment for a few days right? Probably not the best time to joke right now huh.

Anyways, I apologize for acting like a crazy, psycho, bitch. I'm really not like that outside of cB. I'm actually really nice.

The whole letter to Steven I made on Tumblr? I figured someone on cB would find out and post it here, and then I guess I was hoping Steven would see it and maybe feel bad. I guess I'm just that naive.

So once again. I really do apologize for being so crazy. Do you guys accept it?
I really am sorry. I'll try to control my emotions better and not do something outrageous again.

[batman]

hm, seon ho got it right when he said this:

hahahah, you're precisely the reason why i pick on people. because you let it get to you. i do it out of my own amusement. because people like you take the internet so seriously that it actually gets you pissed off, like a dumb shit. you should go out and make some friends in real life, natalie. what a bitchass.

if you let all of this affect you, then you're doing something wrong. people here don't know you. they don't give a shit about you. the more you post "goodbyes" and "apologies" and "oh look at me lets have a pity party" threads, the more pathetic you look.

if you need to leave for a while to let it blow over, do it and do it quietly. you don't seem to realize that you're just making it worse for yourself.