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 Jun 25 2004, 01:01 PM
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im really upset
 ............my cousin who was like 24 yrs old had cancer..........she recently died and we werent only cousins....we wer best friends.........going to her funeral was the worst experience of my life...........sitting around with a bunch of ppl and i was thinking that none of them knew her like i did.........well maybe her mom but ther were even sum of her cuzins that wer just talkin and even laughin  thru it whil i was hystericaly crying i felt liek goin to them and just smackin them in their faces  .......but i didnt  ........losing her was like losing the sister i never had......i feel life will never be the same and my friends dont understand exept one whos cousin also died but a long time ago...........i just need cheering up.........plz thank you
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Jul 2 2004, 02:11 PM
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thanx everyone! i called my so called "friend" last night and told her that if she wasnt gunna be supportive to me then maybe we shouldnt be friends and she was all "oh no we can still be friends but really i dont care about ur stupid cousin" and then i screamed into the phone at her to shut up and that whenever anyone she loves (which is probably no one cuz she is so self centered) dies i wont care either and i hung up and then literally cried myself to sleep:cry: . i really hate her......REALLY hate her:mad: ...she is so mean! and she has been my friend for like 3 yrs and duznt care about me and all of you i hardly even know but you are being really nice to me! i really apreciate it! thnx! :biggrin:GROUP HUG!!!
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sweet_thang_135 i need cheering up.... Jun 25 2004, 01:01 PM
Mini that's so sad. i hope u feel better. GROUP HUG... Jun 25 2004, 01:05 PM x0143637x0 awww im sorrie bout that but at least you know tha... Jun 25 2004, 01:07 PM y0urmistake aww im sorry... keep your head up Jun 25 2004, 01:12 PM sweet_thang_135 thnx pplz! and also my frndz r getting really ... Jun 25 2004, 01:13 PM NatiMarie I'm sorry...I can't believe your friends w... Jun 25 2004, 01:20 PM sweet_thang_135 QUOTE(NaTiMaRiE @ Jun 25 2004, 1:20 PM)Time w... Jun 25 2004, 01:25 PM NatiMarie Aw... I didn't mean to
(it sounds like ... Jun 25 2004, 01:29 PM LiNHy POO QUOTE(Mini @ Jun 25 2004, 1:05 PM)that's ... Jun 25 2004, 03:03 PM x0143637x0 btw i dont think ur friends are even considered as... Jun 25 2004, 07:26 PM islandkiss QUOTE(Mini @ Jun 25 2004, 1:05 PM)that's ... Jun 25 2004, 07:34 PM baybietenshi aww, poor sweetie. get better soon... Jun 27 2004, 12:31 AM fullmusicedmajor :: i hate cancer :( Jun 28 2004, 08:04 PM LoST SouL aww im srry my mom has cancer jus think of happy t... Jun 28 2004, 08:14 PM sadolakced acid sometimes for people the only way they know to dea... Jun 29 2004, 01:44 AM WONHEEEEE_:D i'm so sorry.. i went to my first funeral a fe... Jun 29 2004, 04:11 AM x_fatal_rose_x aww sorry!!!!!!!!... Jul 2 2004, 05:19 PM XaZnX07 aawwwwwwwwwww i am so so so so so so sorry you nee... Jul 2 2004, 06:27 PM Darkpekkle i'm sorry to hear about that. =T more hugs fo... Jul 3 2004, 12:00 AM sweet_thang_135 and that "friend" isnt my friend anymore... Jul 5 2004, 11:09 AM sandra yea, i know how thats feels... loosing the ones u ... Jul 5 2004, 10:13 PM shortie09 QUOTE(sweet_thang_135 @ Jul 2 2004, 2:11 PM)t... Jul 6 2004, 12:29 AM jasonjasonjason im sure ur cousin wouldnt want you feeling so down... Jul 6 2004, 08:11 AM sutsami09 I'm sorry for your lost n I hope u feel better... Jul 6 2004, 11:00 AM bright eyes i am so sorry about what happened. anyone who tre... Jul 20 2004, 12:11 AM defjam_gangsta Greetings!!
chin up k. death is somethin ... Jul 20 2004, 01:24 AM x_angawhomps Aww, it's okay. Things will move.. Just don... Jul 20 2004, 01:46 AM winks03 its okay that you are feeling bad and even lonely ... Jul 20 2004, 02:38 AM blowpops69 im sorrie...but now u kno shes in a better place a... Jul 20 2004, 12:35 PM babieshortie ehh...some frends huh?
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