hes gone, i wanna die Options

[LoST SouL]

my b/f says this 2 me

him [8:04 PM]:  i really think
him [8:05 PM]:  we shuld break up
him [8:05 PM]:  cuz
him[8:05 PM]:  im gettin mad
him[8:05 PM]:  frequently

a part of me wants to a part of me loves him ever soo much

idk wat to do so i say

look ___ im not gonna convience u not 2 break up wit me kus i love u more than life it self n if tat meens nethin 2 u n u love me as much as u say u do u wont leve me

but im like so depressed now i wanna die
plz idk i need idk ive been cryin 4 like an hr now

[NvieDi3ai3yGrL]

you have to calm down .. you've posted similar threads to this one where you're constantly crying or upset with your boyfriend .. although it sounds hard .. if you really love him that much you'll let him go if he doesn't seem happy in the relationship .. have faith that if things were meant to be it'll work out in its own time .. you can't stop your life because of it .. because the world won't stop for you .. be strong and keep doing what you have to and maybe he'll come back .. but for now all you can do is respect how he feels and back off .. i'm sorry .. it's easier said than done but don't go getting all irrational saying you want to die .. you have so many things to live for .. most importantly family and friends who care and love you .. be considerate to those who are there for you .. don't think of taking the easy way out and doing something stupid like wanting to die .. it's being selfish to your loved ones .. in time things will get better ..

& you should listen to christina (just_dream) .. she's seen your old posts as well .. and i also recall posts where he made you unhappy and didn't treat you right .. so don't stay with someone who's hurting you more than making you happy .. it isn't worth it .. you're just consumed with a blind love that just doesn't really exist .. you have to learn to let go .. it happens .. that's how life and love is ..