so, this f*cking hurts me., fb Options

[creole]

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i'm sick of being judged. i've had enough of holding back. i thought those two other people that replied back would be my friends, but apparently laughing at me is better. ok, this sounds like i'm overreacting, but if anyone could fit into my shoes, then at least you would feel a little bit sympathy. i don't know. i don't know who my friends are out of all my 539 friends. it sucks to see myself being critically hurt over this.. but i guess i'm the freakin victim again. i just wish the world could see the pain that everyone that's not "normal" go through and how much they judge them without even knowing them personally.



i thought there wouldn't be a thing like this that would come back again. but anything that's like this, i go back to my suicidal thoughts. i know more people in this world will not agree with my lifestyle and choices, but should we completely shun someone cause of this?

[creole]

well i was just trying to be friends with him and just forget what happened in the past, but he got off because he wasn't pleased to see that i wasn't boxxy, and he probably read some of my previous wall posts. i didn't say anything towards him before this thing started, he just found a target to start up the situation. i hate playing as the victim, but anything i do now seems like i'm "letting myself a target". wtf am i suppose to say or do? anything i mention could mean a target for you guys, but the whole intention wasn't suppose to be a target.


for example;
me: hi guyz i just got back to a lady gaga concert and it was the awesomeness concert ever.
guy 1: f*g

[tokyo-rose]

well i was just trying to be friends with him and just forget what happened in the past, but he got off because he wasn't pleased to see that i wasn't boxxy, and he probably read some of my previous wall posts. i didn't say anything towards him before this thing started, he just found a target to start up the situation. i hate playing as the victim, but anything i do now seems like i'm "letting myself a target". wtf am i suppose to say or do? anything i mention could mean a target for you guys, but the whole intention wasn't suppose to be a target.
for example;
me: hi guyz i just got back to a lady gaga concert and it was the awesomeness concert ever.
guy 1: f*g

What you shouldn't do is, as Abbey said, let him get a rise out of you. You know the secret behind bullies' provocation of their victims? The fact that most victims don't have tough enough skin and let mean people like the guy you added affect them so drastically. It'd be different if he had caught you off-guard in real life, but this is the Internet and you can think about what to say, or to just not respond at all--or, you know, delete his wall post? It's your Facebook, so do what you want with it to keep the haters out.