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[creole]

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i'm sick of being judged. i've had enough of holding back. i thought those two other people that replied back would be my friends, but apparently laughing at me is better. ok, this sounds like i'm overreacting, but if anyone could fit into my shoes, then at least you would feel a little bit sympathy. i don't know. i don't know who my friends are out of all my 539 friends. it sucks to see myself being critically hurt over this.. but i guess i'm the freakin victim again. i just wish the world could see the pain that everyone that's not "normal" go through and how much they judge them without even knowing them personally.



i thought there wouldn't be a thing like this that would come back again. but anything that's like this, i go back to my suicidal thoughts. i know more people in this world will not agree with my lifestyle and choices, but should we completely shun someone cause of this?

[Mikeplyts]

I can agree with most of what has been already said. But, I also want to say that you don't necessarily have to hold back what you think or feel about yourself, your life, and/or your lifestyle to prevent being ridiculed, teased, taunted, etc. You need to learn how to do deal with shit, no matter how much of that shit you receive. I've done some stupid stuff before, I admit, and people have said some rather cruel, hurtful things to me about it. But, I don't view it as if I'm going to act depressed and hurt when people say things. Society is f*cked up, as all of you know. So, how do you think we're still talking to each other, making friends, and etc.? We just deal with the bullshit and stick to what's important. Is calling you a gay motherf*cking homo f****t necessarily determine how you want to act or who you want to be? No. And yeah, I might sound a bit irrational because I can't understand your perspective since I'm not homosexual/bisexual myself. But, does it really all matter in the end? Nah, bro.

Also, consider yourself lucky, because there are several countries that persecute or even execute those who are homosexual/bisexual. And besides, it's almost like you're just being kind of selfish. Maybe that guy isn't actually a bad guy, and he's had unfair or unjust things happen to him, too. He just doesn't know how to control his hatred/dislike. For example, I hate Twilight and everything about it, but I don't purposely rip off on those who do to make them feel like shit because 1) I'm better than that, 2) I can control the way I express what I agree or disagree, love or hate, like or dislike, etc., and 3) at the end of all the "cruelty" and "injustice", it won't make me any bigger or cooler than the person I'm ripping on.

I suggest just laughing at what these people say, because it just makes them seem immature and idiotic. Notice, I said they seem immature and idiotic, but they could actually not be. Chances are, if they don't know you personally, then you don't them personally either. So, brush your shoulders off, shrug, and move on.