so, this f*cking hurts me., fb Options

[creole]

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i'm sick of being judged. i've had enough of holding back. i thought those two other people that replied back would be my friends, but apparently laughing at me is better. ok, this sounds like i'm overreacting, but if anyone could fit into my shoes, then at least you would feel a little bit sympathy. i don't know. i don't know who my friends are out of all my 539 friends. it sucks to see myself being critically hurt over this.. but i guess i'm the freakin victim again. i just wish the world could see the pain that everyone that's not "normal" go through and how much they judge them without even knowing them personally.



i thought there wouldn't be a thing like this that would come back again. but anything that's like this, i go back to my suicidal thoughts. i know more people in this world will not agree with my lifestyle and choices, but should we completely shun someone cause of this?

[creole]

i write things like that all the time. no one says anything, except for maybe wth and such. if people hated me so much for my posts, then they should just go ahead and block er delete me. i know that all of my friends wouldn't sympathize with me at a time like this since it's midnight, but it would have been nice to see at least someone stand up for me instead of having it the other way around. i'm a teenager, but i try my very best to not be cruel. i talked to my inner circle and they wish they could punch that guy with a brick right now, but it's kinda hard to not ignore him if i see him in the halls everyday.