so, this f*cking hurts me., fb Options

[creole]

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i'm sick of being judged. i've had enough of holding back. i thought those two other people that replied back would be my friends, but apparently laughing at me is better. ok, this sounds like i'm overreacting, but if anyone could fit into my shoes, then at least you would feel a little bit sympathy. i don't know. i don't know who my friends are out of all my 539 friends. it sucks to see myself being critically hurt over this.. but i guess i'm the freakin victim again. i just wish the world could see the pain that everyone that's not "normal" go through and how much they judge them without even knowing them personally.



i thought there wouldn't be a thing like this that would come back again. but anything that's like this, i go back to my suicidal thoughts. i know more people in this world will not agree with my lifestyle and choices, but should we completely shun someone cause of this?

[tokyo-rose]

Um, I don't mean to be harsh, but reread what you wrote. Do you really believe that all of those 500+ people you have added care about you enough to sympathize? Teenagers are often cruel, and you should know that a Facebook add doesn't mean anything. I have so many classmates added for the sake of convenience in case I need to ask about classwork I've missed, and high school peers I haven't talked to since graduating. I only really talk to a select group of friends on Facebook, so that and being smart about my privacy are why I don't air things out like that, or even give anyone a chance to humiliate/otherwise harm me as such.