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[batman]

are you addicted to anything?

i think i'm addicted to spending money. i was feeling super guilty about spending another $1k in like less than a week and swore to myself that i would not spend another dime. but then because i was feeling so badly i decided to browse through asos just to make myself feel better and found a bag that i really liked and could not resist the urge to buy it so i did. i can't believe i didn't pay my school tuition to buy shoes and bags and frivolous shit.

i think i'm also addicted to ebay and tumblr and the internet in general. i go crazy without my fix.

i think i might also be addicted to ambien.

but yay i kicked my caffeine addiction?

[batman]

i'm not looking for sympathy? i hate myself for spending all my money. i actually do end up returning a lot of the stuff that i'm able to return, but most of the things i get are on sale or clearance and non-returnable. it's just when i see something that's less than full price something in my head makes it almost painful for me to not buy it. idk, i've never been like this before. i'm usually really good at not shopping and saving money and whatever, it's just gotten out of hand in this past month. and shoes aren't the only things i buy. i blew $200 on art supplies, $100 on food and toys and shit for my dog this past month, and about $300 on electronics like a new external harddrive, etc. i don't need any of those things tbh, but shoes are the only things i regret.

and speaking of adopting homeless dogs, i am signed up to volunteer at the homeless shelter over the summer... so i'm not the complete shallow bitch you're making me sound like. :(