Cute girl/Asian/Lonely/Advise? Options

[Maccabee]

Just want to hear what some Interneters have to say.

There is this really cute girl at my school that I have had a crush on for ages. Like a really long time. I have dated some girls, but I the main reason I broke up with them is because, I still liked... lets call her mashtyne ;) So I was just playing it cool, knowing that she couldn't date and all. She's 13 I'm 14. So I was just planning on not telling anyone and continuing life. It was really eating me up though. Eventually I told a close friend of mine. So one person knew. mashtyne has a brother named sethan. (I'm really bad at making fake names) and he somehow tricked her into telling him who I liked. This kid sethan is only 11, but we are pretty good friends. I told him a lot of secrets, and I know it sounds weird to be friends with a little kid, but the kid looks and act's 14. So I told him a lot of stuff, and I had been texting mashtyne for a couple weeks, on and off, and then I found out that she was mad at me. Well the girl who I told that I liked mashtyne told me that she found out who mashtyne liked. I honestly though she liked me, because we flirted a lot, and stuff. So she told me that his name was bamos hapman. I was pretty heartbroken. Really heartbroken. So I found out that mash, was mad at me, and I wasn't sure why. Well turns out, he little brother had been telling her everything I told him, and telling her not to tell me that he told her. So I was really pissed off at him. And now we are here. We talked, and we are totally cool now, and we talk a lot, but she still likes AC, and I really want to kill him. I get jealous really easily. And it seems that my whole school knows the whole story. (small school, everyone knows eachother)

So... what should I do? Stuff is still a little awkward between us though. She is pretty hard to talk to. It's like I try and keep a convo going but all she will do is answer question I ask. lol. So then I just start talking to guys. I'm scared to just approach her. Which has never happened before. I'm usually pretty confident when it comes to girls.

I'm not sure If I have missed anything. So just tell me what you think, or what you think I should do? should I just get out there and date another girl? (There is this one really cute Asian girl that is my height and I'm almost certain likes me and there is this 1/4 black girl who is super hot, and i'm also almost cerain she likes me.) Or should I not, knowing that I still really love mashtyne?

Sometimes people can see obvious things that I can't.

kthanxbai

t;dr: I like girl, nervous to talk to, date other girl even though I still like first girl? asian or black girl? wait? flirt?

Ps: also, I know I said at the beginning that she isn't aloud to date, but you can ignore that ;)

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[LittleMissSunshi...]

cohoe you are still learning and dude still growing. get over it and move on, find another girl. obviously this girl is not going to spend her time talking to you. you dont know why she's mad at you, and your just letting her get to you. she's being stupid.